What Are You Thinking?

"Why should I care if they happen to be together already? I could just grab one of 'em when I have the chance. I don't have to undergo 2 years of extreme self-suppression of feelings and a whole lot of depression with that again just because I can't tell either of them about how I feel.

The only thing I should worry about is that effing guy who could and is more likely to react too much and tell the whole world wrongly that I'm gay. That's just how this love triangle could turn out..."

And that's what my two sides have to say ^_^

 

I can't possibly be the only LGBT person in my city, let alone even my suburb. Why can't I convince myself of that? Infact, I even have a couple of lesbian friends, yet I still feel like I'm "the only gay in the village".

 

Oh this will be interesting, tonight is karaoke night for my girlfriend and her friends but somehow I'm going with them. I think they just want to hear my awesome rendition of "Ice Ice Baby".

 

I'm in training to finally join the Navy now that DADT is officially getting repealed in September, but I'm still scared to go into the armed forces as someone who is openly gay. :icon_sad:

 

I want one of these but they cost around 45€. (64$)

 

After today, I'm done denying that broken hearts cause physical reactions...my chest hurts, I feel like vomitting, and I'm really weak. And I didn't feel like this. Until...certain events....took place.

Also, I want some honey buns right now...and my PS3. :lol:

 

Why don't rich people use turn signals? Why do they all text and drive. I'm never going to the rich side of town ever again.

 

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Today I have to animate some kind of walk cycle or something >_> joy.

Also, why cant my sister ever stay at home on her days off? Just because my mom is in town she decides she has to be at grandmas till she leaves. Makes no damn sense. She just wants someone to babysit her kids so she can run off. It just pisses me off.

 

!! Someone wrote the first ever fanfic to my comic!... And she paired the two sisters together.. :eusa_doh: Whyyyyyy?

 

Hm. Why does everyone around me feel the need to lie to me, even my 12-year-old sister?

Also, I was so sick at work today, but they wouldn't even let me go home, even though it was slow. I shoulda just up and left, but I need that job... Ho hum, ho hum...

 

At what point can we just get the movie where all the guys in the avengers just take their shirts off? Just saw Capt. America last night, and holy crap Chris Evans looks amazing! And after seeing Thor, part of me just wants to see the avengers movie so I can get more eye candy! :lol:

 

Let it be.. let it be.. there will be an answer let it beeeeeee.....................e

 

I got hit on today. At work. By a 40 year old woman. Now, I find older women attractive, I won't lie. But, please don't try hitting on me to get a free child's toy. That's weird, offensive, and annoying. Keep your boobs in your shirt too.

 

That's a great song by an even better band!!

Anyways, I can hear cheesy music from a festival at my house. My house is a mile away form this festival. I think the music is loud enough..:eusa_doh:

 

Man, killing zombies is great workout, I'm bushed!

:sleep:

 

My hands, your hands, they don't wanna be without you
No they will not let me go
No they will not let me go
My hands, don't wanna start again
My hands, no they don't wanna understand
My hands, they only shake and try to break whatever peace I may find
My hands, they only agree to hold your hands
No they don't wanna be without your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go

 

I need to figure out that kids name.

 

:love:


I have the urge to write...

 

just had totally sexually double entendred conversation on my friend's FB status haha