What are you thinking?

I'm thinking after today he might just be into me after all.

 

I'm listening to Silverstein's version of "Apologzie" by One Republic.. and I very much like it although nothing beats the original.

 

too much to do, too little time..arghhhh

 

Well..maybe I should have done my Algebra homework instead of nearly everything I did yesterday... besides talking to special people.

 

aslong as i have money do i need anyone in my life? the answer isnt what i once thought i would be...

aslong as i can pay the bills ... so called family so called friends so called people do any really matter.... if i dont matter to them should they matter to me.

 

It's ironic how the times I crave a girlfriend the most are the times I'm the most certain that no girl would want me.

 

Maddy, there will be a girl who wants you, who you want back and she will be epic. Just you wait and see. That bitch, Kathryn, has hurt you so much, but I can't wait to see the day when you get a really great girlfriend.

 

Madeleine, you are ridiculously lovable. I can't see how any girl can possibly not want you. You're the best, and one day you'll find a girl who is perfect for you. (*hug*)(*hug*)

 

I hate waking up tired and my back is hurting again.

 

*rubs Ed's back then gets his some tablets then a nice cup of tea

 

Thanks. *feels better* (*hug*)(*hug*)

 

haha if onlly was that easy and you are wellcome

just take it easy and i hope it gets better soon

 

Me too! I have been working the late shift and I am a morning person. I am dragging butt.

 

(*hug*) (*hug*) Thanks. Although it seems like everyone who tells me that sort of thing is a gay guy or a straight girl - lovely, but people who at least have the possibility of being attracted even to my gender don't tend to share the thought

 

Geehhh walked past a group of classmates with my rainbow bracelet on and I feel both nervous and kinda liberated about it. I know at least one of 'em saw it.

I am DETERMINED to be less nervous wearing this thing around. Besides, my friend made it for me. No point in her going through all that bother if I don't wear the silly thing. =P Still getting used to this whole "out" thing.

... Five hours before my next class. Oh lawdy. At least I have some homework I ought to be doing. And by "ought to" I mean "need to have done before 3, or 5:15 at latest". >.> I should, uh, get on that.

 

I wish I had a boyfriend to told me. :tears:

 

I've never felt like this in my entire life... Yesterday I had extreme muscle aches and headache, and this morning I felt like I was paralyzed. I just now got out of bed; I have no balance, no equilibrium, and I feel like I'm one step away from being a paraplegic. I can barely concentrate, too. x_x

 

>>>I've never felt like this in my entire life... Yesterday I had extreme muscle aches and headache, and this morning I felt like I was paralyzed. I just now got out of bed; I have no balance, no equilibrium, and I feel like I'm one step away from being a paraplegic. I can barely concentrate, too. x_x

What's going on?

Me? I suddenly got a major urge for French bread pizza. Which is weird this early in the morning.

Lex

 

=O I wasn't aware you socialized with other human beings in real life, Martin! xD <3