It’s my birthday tomorrow and I found the cake my mum bought me in the bottom of the fridge and it’s a kinder bueno cake and I hate milk chocolate and the cake is full of it. I have no intention of eating that cake. I’m wondering should I ask if she can return it or keep my mouth shut. Last year I bought my own white chocolate cake.
I'm back! Well, I just got more free time in my hands now so I'll try to be more active and reconnect with old friends here (maybe meet new friends as well!). In the past 3ish years, I've been been helping queer tattoo artists build their website. It's fun to work with fellow queer artists, and it kinda reminded me of this forum.
It's so hard keeping up with all my responsibilities and all the things I want to do. There's never enough time in the day and honestly I'm losing so much sleep.
Sometimes I think I’d like a friend and then I remember I’m an introvert who doesn’t like people and needs time alone to recover from conversation's with extended family members.
Lakan.....Glad to have you back. Hope you meet new friends and also find some of the old ones! .....David
It's been a while my dysphoria have been this bad. It's always present, but often it's weaker and barely noticeable. It don't help that I'm currently sick and in pain too. Got put on medication too. One is short term, the other one long term
Being fairly introverted myself, and needing time to recharge, all my friends tend to be more on the introversion side of the spectrum, which makes it easy to postpone getting together if I need to. When I do need to postpone something, I don't need to say a lot as they understand. Having an introverted friend might do the trick.
Why am I so self-destructive? Why do I keep having the same conversations with myself driving everyone to irritation in the process? Is my friend right? Am I a deadbeat? Do I need to change? Is this my quarter life crisis? Do my friends really find me exhausting? Why do they remember my life so much better than I do? Am I selfish? If I am, why am I so disconnected with myself yet so aware?
Thanks. Went poorly but I appreciate the support /gen. I need to move somewhere with better job opportunities.