I have come to accept something big. I am gay. It feels so good to say. I realized that I was boring things down. I recently saw some Mia Khalifa content, if it was just a picture of her, I knew I wanted something more. I was not born in the wrong gender, I just found the one that I like. Thank you empty closets!
You have made a giant leap towards living authentic. Congrats, enjoy your life as a gay person. You will find a true sense of liberation and freedom.