Being braggy: I'm laying in bed thinking about my mental glow up over the last 3 years. 2017 me would not have dreamed I'd love talking about my emotions and what caused those emotions so much.
Got pulled over by the police about two hours ago for speeding....in the middle of what was apparently downtown of a tiny town. Just a warning with no consequences luckily, kinda surprised considering it was for going 65 in a 15 (whoever built the highway off ramp to go directly into downtown and drop the speed limit from 70 to 15 within like 1,000 feet was an idiot though honestly).
Went down an internet rabbit hole today out of boredom, and ended up deeply researching the vikings and connecting with my Nordic roots. The authentic music people have made on Youtube in particular is stunning, I could listen to the band Heilung all day, makes me want to go build a longboat and raid some Romans. Somehow ended up on the weirder side of history too and found out that apparently vikings were totally cool with everything gay, to the point where most villages even had an official gay prostitute.
So I have this first cousin I rarely see that is very conservative and constantly posting anti lockdown videos and conspiracy theories that you may of seen or heard about. If I wanted some kind of blowback I would confront her but I just realized there may a good reason she or her family is not present in my life and live across the country from me.
Things will get better. Don't give up on the things you want for yourself, or want to get better. (*hug*)
Me last night: Tomorrow will be a nice, productive day. Me now: If one more person at Day Job emails me a ridiculous request, I'm going to explode.
Just realised that tonight is movie night once again. Wish I could watch something decent again, like Love, Simon - I really miss that movie but there is no way in hell that I would be allowed to watch it with family so back to the 70's & 80's comedies it is. I never force anyone else to watch what I like, why should it be any different with their favourite movies and programmes? At least I am getting Domino's for dinner.
I keep wishing I got my haircut before the lockdown. I started growing it out to donate and since then the length they want donated went from 7 inches to 14+ inches, I still want my hair just below my shoulder blades when I cut it and I’m fed up spending half an hour blow drying my hair. Its all the way down to my butt now. It’s never been this long ever in my life. I don’t care about donating it anymore.