I'm thinking of the fact that I'm so lonely, and I hate reading romantic eroticas. I just want someone to hold me and tell me that it's gonna be alright. I really want to cry right now.
Thinking about the one thing I never did that others do.. and that's packing... i guess what i'm thinking of is does it really make that much of a difference..
I'm not thinking about anything specifically. I keep thinking about something that happened yesterday. I had a friend at my community college ask me about what I want to do after I graduate. Then, he said some things that I disliked. It was criticism but I tried to look at it from a good perspective. But I still can't. Then, he had a conversation with two other people I don't know. I felt pissed off. Also, I keep thinking about how I have no friends. I'm in college. I am in my 6th semester. All I can think about is how I barely have friends to talk to. I have no friends to eat lunch with. I have no friends to talk to on a daily basis. I hate feeling lonely all the time.
I want to buy a new MP3 player. My current one is pretty old, so it's a chore to find ways to transfer files. If anyone knows a reliable modern MP3 player model (with at least 32gb and no apple ipods), then let me know! Plus it seems I'm hooked on my new PS4 game
I miss my hometown and the small town feeling... And with my future career I'll probably never be able to live in a small town again unless I want one hell of a commute. ---------- Post added 27th Jan 2017 at 11:12 PM ---------- On an unrelated topic from my last, we get to do 'set install' tomorrow!
I just hope that people here won't be high tonight (like they have been a few years in a row), when it's time to vote Finland's representative for Eurovision...
I'll take your part, oh, when darkness comes and pain is all around like a bridge over troubled water, I will lay me down... -_- stuck in my head.
I'm starting to feel normal now that I've been on Abilify for almost a week. I think my dad could use a prescription for himself.
I think I'm in a dilemma, I would like to work somewhere else (already got an invitation for an interview), but I'm kinda freaking out. I would like for life to be a little bit easier. Oh, I actually would like to have something that would show me my way in life. That would help me so much!:bang:
