I am thinking about trying to figure out who I am again and what it is exactly that makes me happy. I've found myself at the end of a 5 year relationship and now I'm trying to find myself again. I have certainly changed and that's what makes things hard. I struggle with even the simple notion of what makes me happy.
Just set a trap for an injured cat, but four healthy ones are also prowling around for food. This is going to be fun! Think I will spend more time releasing the healthy cats actually.
It's amazing how fast my 12-year-old German Shepherd can still run with a bum knee and a bad hip. The squirrels still aren't safe.
I feel like I'm heading for a nervous breakdown so I'm just going to take it easy for the rest of the day.
Oh dear... My mother decided today of all days to check out my library books for me, without my knowledge. One of which was a manga about trans-people. God please tell me she didn't read the back of the book...
SO it turns out at least two names on the 2016 TDOR are from my grandparent's village in Mexico. I'm not sure how to feel about that.
It seems the US Supreme Court is gonna take the case of the transgender boy who wants to use the male facilities at the public school and school is trying not to let it happen.
I've got the best friends in the world. The kind that even when they are 4000 miles away, just a word or a smile lets you know they love you and, they care. The kind you can tell anything to and they never judge you, they don't care about your past, and, if you've got a problem, they are there, need a shoulder, they offer theirs.
This evening I've felt extremely angry. Not the sort that makes you want to rip a door off it's hinges, punch a hole in a wall but pure, cold-blooded bitterness. Never have I felt so strongly toward my supposed "friends," but stepping back the last couple weeks and letting that dwell inside only to see them this evening at work just set me off. I really wish I knew how to describe what was going on, it was simple and yet so intense. A white hot numbness. This past week, during therapy, the perfect metaphor for my interactions with other people came about. Feeling like a mirror that reflects everything and everyone all the time, that they see only themselves and nothing lies behind it.
That moment when my sister's cat is trying to prevent me from using my laptop. His behaviour pretty much tells me I have used the laptop enough for one evening. It's not like he hasn't received any attention today.
I told my PS4 to turn off and somehow it didn't turn off. The white light kept blinking for several minutes. I held the power button to force a shut down. I'm tired, so I'll work out what is going on later
Yup, now two of my front teeth hurt and one feels looser than the other one I initially saw my dentist for...
I dreamed somebody disliked me and wouldn't take my ideas seriously because of silly reasons, so somehow I threw him into one of my horror stories and he couldn't get back to the 'real' world And before I forget... I solved my PS4 problem! I'm not quite sure I understand what went wrong, but the main thing is my console isn't being a bitch *I removed all the cables and put them back in again (just case they were loose or some shit) *I told my PS4 to refrain from automatically connecting to the internet *I removed the game disk before shutting down And my PS4 shut down perfectly