Today was interesting. I was talking with my neighbour who is in his 50s and not very cultured. He brought up the Eurovision song contest for some reason and the fact that it was won by a trans woman. I was expecting him to be very homophobic and transphobic but instead he said that he was glad that she won and how brave she was etc. He also said that he likes drag shows and has always wanted to go to the gay club in town! It completely took me by surprise and made me realise that I can be quite judgmental of people based on how I expect them to behave. It's definitely something that I need to work on.
My partner and I went to the gym, ran some errands and went out to brunch. At brunch there was a huge table of rather attractive frat boy type gay boys carrying on and having a good time. It was a nice little backdrop to the meal.
VERY GOOD. I AM EXTREMELY HAPPY. I don't think I've had a single low time today. What an amazing, amazing week it has been. Why can't we all feel like this all the time? (let's not get into philosophical debates here haha)
I stayed at home and pretty much just chatted with my best friend from Bulgaria on Skype. Damn, why must he be straight and hot at the same time? Haha
My day was okay... It was pretty uneventful but that might be due to be coming home at 6am from Central London on a fun night out clubbing with a friend. The most exciting thing I did today was watch Wimbledon lol and Federer lost, which made my day suck more haha!
I've been banging my head against the wall for much of the day, regarding a particular part of a process I'm studying. Have no one to ask about it till tomorrow.. Well, I could email my professor, but.. social anxiety. Eysh. Sad part is it's probably a pretty simple step, and I'm just missing a small part of it. It's stunting any chance of progress though. :/
You know that cracker barrel segregates customers based on race, and fires employees who don't display "normal heterosexual values", right? I personally wouldn't eat there even if I was starving. All that aside, my day was pretty great, I celebrated my grandpa's birthday today.
i feel really awful and physically sick and lilkehuman garbage massive depression just like that, i cant believe my brain just has an on switch for it like that but i just wish i could be the moon, earth life is awful and ive always felt afwul here i hate making negative posta but literally no one in my life gives a shit and i have to vent, sorry
Um, my day went by fast and was pretty unpreductive. I've been feeling a bit down in the dumps today, I'm not sure why. Maybe a hug might help. Any hugs? ---------- Post added 6th Jul 2014 at 08:37 PM ---------- Good luck! ---------- Post added 6th Jul 2014 at 08:38 PM ----------
Boo. Booooo. Boooooooooo. You hear all those ghosts? They're talking to you there, Casper! LOL. I think you're awesome! I've had more than a few good chuckles, reading your funny material, so don't think you aren't appreciated. If nobody else values you, I do! So, remember that! As for my day, well, I left a 4th of July party at about 4 AM on the 5th. Came home, crashed for a few hours, woke up and decided, the hell with it, I'm driving out to do some camping in the woods. Meditated, camped, and slept. Woke up, went for a swim in the river, which was nice since it had a nice flow, so it pushed me down the bank as I floated. Ate, packed, then came back home. Today, I had a Flintstones Push-Up pop. Yeah, it's been a while, and damn was it good!