I just burned my damn cookies. There goes the highlight of my day tomorrow........ Side Note: Finals......Four Weeks.........Shoot Me......
Sleep schedule so messed up after working third shift then coming in 5 hours later for a double. 6th day in a row tomorrow then a day off but early morning after that and before long my 9 day stretch before my birthday. This month will kill me. I will die on May 24th from alcohol poisoning. Just wait and see lol
My ex and I have been a done deal for almost a year now and I think I'm starting to miss him again. This isn't good, especially since I broke up with him and now I think he's seeing someone. My head is such a mess now.
Gonna have to cancel my therapy appointment for this evening since neither of our cars are safe enough for the trip. Starting to wonder if I'll be able to go to my LGBT* group this week as well....
It's a Monday afternoon and I have nothing to do. Should I take an elective over the summer? What would I do if I had 2 months to do nothing? What if I don't get that job and then it's 4 months to do nothing? Maybe I should take a minor. Can I afford to take a minor? Would it actually help me any? Can I keep my rep spot in the fall? What if I have to give it up? Why can't my supervisors just reply to my damn e-mail already? I could ask him for a ride home afterwards, maybe I can spend time with him then. But what if I can't make conversation? What if it's really awkward? I have far too many questions right now and too few answers. >_<
Ha. I want to go back to the bill paying! I miss it, I had no idea how suffocating living back with my parents would be. Strangely I really enjoy organising the bill payments, it means I know what is paid, what isn't, and I can budget accordingly.
I'm contemplating movie in with my aunt and grandfather so I can pay less bills and have more money to have fun with lol.
I'm convinced I will never be a fully functioning adult. Bright side though, I have a container of supermarket wasabi peas. :love:
I'm not sure if I can read 4 french books and study for my exams in just 3 weeks. Maybe I should just do the exam in August/September. But I already have to retake other exams so I really want to get this over with now. Ugh... why did I procrastinate so much :dry:
Howcome nobody can spell 'definitely'?? If one more person sends me a text saying they are 'defiantly' doing something, I shall be left with no other choice than to kill them.