I'm thinking that I love this song but I can't watch the video without turning bright red. Listen On Repeat
I ate at Five Guy's for dinner... got a Little Cheeseburger with everything and large Cajun fries, which I shared with my brother. I expected to leave with a food coma, but thank goodness that didn't happen. Instead, I left feeling happy and full
Okay. That's it. I'm done with meds for now. I know I keep saying that, but I'm serious this time. Even if they're not making things worse, they're definitely not helping.
I need school to start back up. When I'm not busy with something, I'm thinking about depressing ideas, and I'm not even depressed. I'm fairly content with my life, but having NOTHING to do is proving to be rather dangerous for me. I really don't like it. It's odd, but I'm asking for the stress of school to come back after I was just wishing for it to go away 2 weeks ago.
Dear Sleep, Where are you...? Sometime around 11 would have been nice, but 2am, that's kind of pushing it don't you think... You owe me, and can start with a nice sexy dream...
Muschamp, you just joined that idiot Les Miles in embarrassing the SEC tonight. How can you lose to the Big East? They need to run your ass out of Gainesville.
I have to get out of bed and revise biology for my exam a week tomorrow. It's outrageously early and my teachers have scared me into thinking I'm going to fail, even though I really won't. Sigh
Last time I checked.. it's perfectly normal for football teams to lose. Just because they are in the SEC does not make any difference. It will be the best day of my life when another conference takes over the undeserved media attention from the SEC. Really though, I live in Ohio. (And before you start yelling that the Big 10 sucks, then why did Ohio State go 12-0 even though they had NCAA punishment?? They could've not competed at all this season. Either way, they did not have a postseason game.) My college (Kent State) almost made it into the Orange Bowl. The lost at the MAC Championship game though. So, instead Northern Illinois made it into the MAC Championship game. If the SEC is so good, then why did a MAC school make it into the Orange Bowl in the first place?? How did Northern Illinois rank number 15 in the nation after beating Kent State in the MAC Championship game. So, My point of this post is that the SEC has gone downhill considerably. They are overhyped (mostly by ESPN) and they are now falling short of what is expected of them.
My bed, is covered in books. Ugh. I mean, I like reading, but I like sleeping too. Im packing them up into boxes so I can move out of home soon But, I want to sleep.
I need to come up with reasons to live within myself. I'm currently living for other people and I don't see much promise in the future. I feel like I've lost any spark I had inside of me. Other people's sparks give me light to see the way but my own has gone away.