Before I gave up watching porn that wasn't exclusively gay I would try and trick myself by watching some straight porn after I got off on gay porn to try and cancel it out. When I was younger the naked woman in it did not turn me on, but they didn’t effect me the way they do now. Now the sight of a naked woman can kill my interest in sex. The opposite can be said about naked man. Another big change I noticed was in the type of guys who turned me on. While more in denial I would only enjoy gay porn that had guys with really nice bodies, but as acceptance of my homosexuality came I began finding more and more different types of men attractive. If a guy can make me laugh and is kind I can get very turned on by him even if he is not in perfect shape or very handsome. What I love about men goes beyond their physical appearance. I get turned on now more by who they are as a person. As result of this when watching gay porn now I find a much wider array of body types in men to be hot. This has helped reaffirm that I’m gay. I totally get how a sweet guy can make a woman swoon even if he doesn’t look like Brad Pitt. I greatly enjoy this not being only a little secret gay pleasure anyone and more and am happy to read you never had much shame in it. Shame in liking beautiful men makes no sense. The shame is more men aren’t turned on the way we are.