I would it were that I could tell you that I knew what to say, to start... but I don't. Let's get the obvious stuff out of the way: 25 / NE Ohio / Biologically Male, non-binary Questioning Sexuality and Gender My current analysis of things is that I'm what you might call a 'hermaphrodite', in the sense that I don't just identify as bigendered/trigendered, but that I feel I should have physically the anatomy of both genders. I don't feel I can adequately tell if that's like a female-leaning herm, or a like a male-leaning herm-- it's been my experience that even herms have like a female or male 'base' with the anatomy of both below the belt-- and personality aspects that are a mix of both genders, yet still with a certain gender 'personality base' to match. Well okay, more like it's been my philosophizing, theories about how gender works, encounters & exploration, than 'experience'. I have times where I feel like I'm female-based and have a predominantly 'female' way of reacting to things (& even my 'internal voice' is female), and at other times I'm content to be a more masculine, more protagonistic figure (like the 'main character in the movie', etc.) with a male 'internal voice'... and in both sides I feel thoughts that remind me I still have the mental sides of both female and male... but in either case I still get dysphoric about the lack of proper 'herm' anatomy. I wish I could tell you that the only troubles I have in Life are those of the mismatch between physical body and the body I feel I should have/have been born with. I wish I could tell you that. But certain other personal issues (heavy-set emotional baggage included) have permated my life, ranging from mildly discomforting (enough to distract me when I'm trying to think) thoughts, to moderately traumatic (keeping me up at night). I don't know if I'll be discussing the other stuff here as well... yet. I hope you'll welcome me here, and... eventually... know me for me, and not just for how I say things or for just what I have to say. But more than that, I hope I don't overstep my bounds while I'm here (I tend to be vulgar and overpersonal... at times... but only in context).
First off welcome to EC I'm sure you're gonna find your answers here with all the awesome people ready to give help. Just don't hurry too much with labels and take your time.
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