I know that I'm not straight. I always wonder whether I'm attracted to guys or not. If I am attracted to guys I think my coming out process will be waaay harder. I absolutely hate being pressured to date guys. That happened to me when I came out as bi when I was fifteen. I thought it would enable me to start dating girls and feel free to change my label if I discover I don't like guys. Didn't work like that at all. Everyone around me was trying to turn me straight. I eventually grew tired of that and stopped using that label. I just wish I could be 100% gay and 100% sure of it. That would make my life soooo much easier. I could just tell everyone I'm gay, brush off all the pressure to date guys and happily date girls. I just want to die. I will never ever be able to date any girls and I'll be forced to mess around with guys or be alone.