I’m in an annoying grey area. I'm not really sure if I like guys or not. Even if I do like guys I do know my attraction to them is below average. It seems like everyone just wants to know if I like them or not. Even though my attraction to girls is far more important than whether I like peen or not. Having no experience with girls only makes this feeling worse. Guys stalk me, but I can never even tell when girls are into me.
Maybe you could try reaching out to date girls? Well, easier said than done, because I suck at it myself, but if you're into meeting people in queer spaces, then I think you should give it a go. Girls can be confusing, because they might behave towards other women in a way that sets the sexual feelings off, without actually meaning it.
Are you me? Seriously though, the fact I'm more comfortable presenting as feminine only makes guys more intrigued. I have tried presenting myself as butch but it just didn't feel right and it made me feel an invisible but tangible disapproval when I was outside. I could feel it in the air, it was unnerving, as I was being judged silently. Currently I stay on the down low and don't make myself visibly queer. I feel your pain.