What to Do if your parents are throwing away your things without you knowing

This is just something I can't understand, my parents are very much hypocrites, the first thing they threw away was my concealer and that was a while ago and they do it because they don't like me wearing makeup because it's for girls.

Well it's happened again except with certain size jeans that I wear, I like to wear size 30 jeans because they accentuate my butt and fit well against my legs instead of going right down to my ankles and being super loose all the time like the jeans they want me to wear do, so I've honestly decided I'm not going to wear the jeans they want me to wear, because I feel like size 32 doesn't feel right and they want me to get size 32 jeans and now they've started throwing away my size 30 jeans because they don't like what I wear and want to basically force me to wear size 32 jeans. It is so annoying coming from my parents. Liike I am not a ultra conservative dresser, like all of my family is.

Like why do they feel the need to push conservative lifestyle onto me, can't they see I enjoy wearing the clothes I wear, surprisingly though my blue jeans are size 28 and they are the ones that haven't been thrown out yet despite being smaller than the other jeans.

How else can I deal with them, how else can I say "I want to wear the things that I want to wear, you guys should not have control over what I wear or guess what I'll begin to hate my body utterly and completely just like I did in my high school years." I feel like it's going to happen with them around, can't they see that what I wear now actually helps me feel good about my body, I don't worry about being super skinny, I'm okay with it but wearing clothes that are loose and aren't tight makes me feel bad about my body.

I just want to tell them that but then they'll tell me "oh you've got to build up your self esteem, you have low self esteem and then they don't do anything," telling me that is not going to help me build my self esteem, wearing the right clothes and buying things I want will make me confident, more confident about my own self, but instead they put me down for being a genuine person who is doing the things that will help him feel good about himself and want me to stay the same as I was in high school, which to me was not who I really was, I was hiding myself in high school, I hated everything about myself in high school. I'm trying to be positive but the changes I made to myself as a young adult have everything to do with me. When I came out I felt so much better, that's when I started to actually think, how can I look better, I started with clothes and moved to products.

I just want help how can I deal with my parents throwing away my things without me knowing or having any input.

 

I found my jeans at least, but the thing is I still think it was wrong for them to take my concealer from a while ago, I was using that and I was planning to get more into using makeup from there, at least though they have let me keep my multiple nail polish colours I have.