What are you thinking?

A week of sweltering weather including today and then the heavens open and rain started bucketing down after a bone dry week. The rain was accompanied by hailstones bigger than you’d see in winter and the ground was covered in a layer of white. This has never happened before in my memory. The dog is going to go mental though.

 

I wish I had a girlfriend. Tired of being single

 

One thing I love about drawing is that sometimes you end up researching unexpectedly niche topics, such as looking up reference images to figure out how certain hats sit on particular hairstyles. Not a detail I'd otherwise consider.

 

Right now I'm thinking that this is one of the funniest things I've read in a while. You and your dog seem like fun!

 

I wish I could find somebody. Just one person, for me. I'd honestly give them everything.

Maybe that sounds desperate. Maybe I shouldn't want it so much. But I get tired of living my life just for me.

 

I'm thinking it maybe time to look at finding someone, literally not a clue on how to do it and the thought of it terrifies me but sooner or later need to chain up the anxiety

 

Am thinking about a guy I used to know. We had a falling out as friends. Now whenever i try to reach out to ask how he is doing he says why do you still remember me?
And I don’t how to reply except say. Am I doing something wrong by asking how you are doing?

 

Currently thinking that not taking my meds for a few days is a bit thick. Feels like a numb void in my head at the moment

 

Because I kept forgetting to take them like a moron, picking up more today so things should be OK.

 

thinking about how my parents are actually going to react to my coming out letter if they see it tonight, I put it under their door last night but I don't think they saw it so I'm going to try again

 

Am I completely insane for attempting to write a Sequel Fanfic story to J.R.R. Tolkien's The Lord of the Rings?

 

no, go for it!

 

Lady, I've been watching an unhealthy number of hours' worth of youtube videos on the Lore of Middle-Earth to get everything right and it's fracking daunting.... UGH! This girl's in trouble.... May the Valar protect me. Why do I do this to myself? Oh yeah cause I love it and I think I can make something of it. And now you know what goes on in my mind, you're welcome.

 

Thinking that I'm tired of over-thinking everything all the time. Due to some hints (if that's even what they are) over SM that my friend is going through a rough patch, I want to reach out to her... But I have no idea how to do so in the event that 1) I'm reading too much into her posts, and 2) Even if I'm on the money, I don't want it to be awkward if her relationship is potentially on the rocks.

I mean, I'm gonna do it anyway. It's just a matter of when, and more importantly, how. >.<

 

Thinking if this day goes any slower, I will be leaving before I came in this morning. Then I will be stuck in a time loop of work.

 

Sounds like the plot of a Doctor Who Episode or an ER Episode. Not sure which....

 

I’m wondering if my dog will be smart enough to figure out a squirrel toy I bought. Every best dog toy article recommends it for mental stimulation but I’m not sure my dog is intelligent. She’s also scared whenever a toy squeaks.

 

ISTG one day I'll learn to read my posts before sending them. Damn, I keep on forgetting words and making typos. I feel like the stupidest of the stupids.