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What are you thinking?

Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Mirko, Feb 28, 2017.

  1. BradThePug

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    Tomorrow is my last day at work before my much needed vacation. Hopefully it will be a calm day.
     
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    Had an intrusive thought today and it almost triggered a panic attack. Glad I was able to take a deep breath and see that thought as an intrusive, so I was able to calm myself down before it went bad. I wasn't at home either. I was in the verge of tears.

    In the past, there was an instance where I completely forgot my surroundings for a few seconds. It was terrifying and I had panic attack. I have realized that the anxiety and panic attacks are something I had since I was younger, but they were milder. It has only got worse over the years. I feel like this is something I need to discuss with my psychiatrist.

    I'm already nervous about my upcoming exams, so this also contributes.
     
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    This new dog is making me miss my old dogs.
     
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    Mad as hell however I'm trying to control my peace and sanity from toxic family members
     
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    Why does my dog think I make a better dog bed than the two giant cushions she already has. I’m warmer than her bed but I can’t be more comfortable. I’m also down one arm because she likes to use it as a pillow. I haven’t pet her in 20 minutes yet she hasn’t budged. I have other things I could do but apparently she needs to sleep and I’m her first choice. She keeps moving things and snoring so I think she’s dreaming.
     
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    Really wanting a relationship more than ever and feeling wrong for it. Like it's something that should just happen and not be chased. But I'm so tired of being on my own.
     
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    All I want to do is sleep. I used to hate going to bed early when I was younger and now it’s my favourite part of the day. Usually the day because I have trouble keeping a normal sleep cycle. I have so much more energy at night.
     
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    Really wishing I kept my old job. On paper this one is an improvement, but pushing myself out of my comfort zone like this won't work if I'm feeling as mentally unwell as I am. I feel like something's going to have to give soon and I haven't even been there very long.
     
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    I passed all my qualification exams for spa therapist profession. I'm officially no longer a student.
     
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    Congrats!
     
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    Thank you! :slight_smile:
     
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    Sounds fun!
     
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    I'm thinking about my legs hurting from sunburn from kayaking. I managed to apply everywhere but my legs. What was I thinking?! It's day 5 but much better today though.
     
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    There are some things you just shouldn’t wait to do.
     
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    I have a job offer, so I'm thinking about that.
     
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    Wife got me a little red dress that i'm absolutely loving.
     
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    In a couple weeks, I’ll be moving to start a new job. It’s in the western part of a midwestern state and a much smaller town (1800). I’m wondering how often I’ll be able to travel to larger cities to meet other bi/gay men. Looks like online dating will be the answer.
     
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    That I feel lonely
     
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    I'm so sorry :frowning2:

    I feel lonely too. Horribly lonely. Soul crushingly lonely tonight. It hit me harder than usual this evening. Him abandoning me like that just makes me feel like I'm worth nothing. That I shouldn't even care. But no matter how much reassurance I get, he has destroyed me this year. The damage is already done.
     
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    You do have worth. Other people's actions are more about themselves than you. I'm sorry you feel bad. He didn't deserve you and this will just open you to a better life. You'll see this later