Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Mirko, Feb 28, 2017.
My life is fucked up because of things I couldn't control.
I have been awake for 24 hours and not able to go to sleep. The good thing is that I cleaned my room. So, I've at least made good use of my time. I took some medication so hopefully I'll be able to sleep soon
The last four years weren't as bad as I thought they would be. They were much worse.
Knowing that a teacher has been speaking badly of me in another class (a friend informed me of this) makes me rather self-conscious.
Nothing will change.
Despite everything I still love you with all of my being. Maybe that makes me not a hopeless romantic, but a hopeless fool.
The new Bernie meme is getting old real fast.
I have no friends and no opportunities to meet people and make some,I have zero social interactions outside my parents who I live with, one of whom is newly deaf. Social distancing had zero impact on my life because I don’t have social interactions. I live up a mountain and I’m shy with strangers and I’m not good in social situations. I want friends but in the small town that we are closest to I won’t find any.
I get so much euphoria from being called Addie kfkfjfkfkj
I start my new job with the state on Monday.
It looks like my new job might start early. Just have to call back Monday. All abroad the hype trainnnn
It is super cold here. Thankfully I'll be in the house of the day.
It’s chilly today.
I'm sure you will be able to get back into a rhythm that works for you.
What has helped me to keep up with my walks was to download a step counter onto my phone and choose walking routes that go through quiter neighbourhoods and offer some variety in the scenery.
This sounds like a difficult situation. I kind of relate in that I grew up in a very small village in the countryside and while I think that growing up with as much nature as I have has had a positive impact on my life, it was kind of lonely and isolating in my teens, especially being queer and being different to most kids. I did change a lot and became more outgoing when I moved to a bigger city and went to university.
Of course now with Covid and lock-downs these things have become even more difficult. I guess at the moment it would be better to find some online friends so you have at least some people you can talk to besides your parents. Feel free to talk to me if you like, we seem to be around the same age and I love dogs haha
I have an emergency dental appointment today and I'm really anxious that they're going to tell me that I need a root canal.
I see a neurologist once a tear for a muscle wasting condition I have. I wait a few hours then see her for about 10 minutes where she tells me again no treatment no cure then usually tells me I should get up at 8am every day despite the fact I have nowhere to be and I feel better nocturnally. She and my mother get on like a house on fire. Both the same age and like to tell adults how to live their lives. Then the neurologist told me she tells her adult son how to live his life too.Phone appointment this year due to COVID-19. The call lasted 37 seconds. What’s the point?
T-14 days. Giving your resignation letter for your toxic af job feels amazingggg.
Nice! What kinda of job is it?
I'm going to enter the future entirely alone. I don't have any irl friends. I just need someone to hug. Someone that understands me. Which my family doesn't.
The weather is playing games. Too much ice and snow to drive down a mountain safely, but not enough snow to build a snowman with. I do envy my dogs double fur coat because it feels freezing outside.