Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Mirko, Feb 28, 2017.
I had a short day at work today, and I'm glad that I did. I was getting annoyed.
I think I’m nocturnal.
That's cool, I am too
Same here, but I work night shifts so that explains that.
They turned the water off for maintenance at my house again. Last time they did this, when the water came back on it blew the hot water heater. So this should be fun.
I wish I could move out and start dressing like how I actually want to dress without explaining myself.
At this point, there is no reality.
I live in my fantasy.
And is that okay?
Is it wrong?
I just want to know...
I wish trump never ran for president.
While I’m on that subject, I want to apologize for some post I made several years ago. I was really hurtful to some people. Also I never voted for trump. I did not in 2016 since I was too young. I know I said that I supported trump a few years ago, but I was actually going through a really dark time. I was just isolating myself even more so instead of reaching out. I’m glad Biden was elected and I sincerely hope he is inaugurated no problem on January 20, 2021. I am beyond disgusted by trump supporters and am seriously thinking about cutting off contact with people that still to this day support this guy. He is by far the worst president in my lifetime. Biden 2020.
*screams into a pillow*
Actually, despite all the stress and anxiety, I haven't slipped into depression, which is odd (not that I'm complaining).
Everyone knows I'm depressed.
But nobody knows just how bad this is.
That this isn't just dysphoria pain anymore.
It's so much more...
I want to be gone.
If I'm dead, the pain will be over.
But I guess I have to take my own advice here.
Just endure the pain. It'll get better.
So tired, but not. Today has been an insane day and I have smoked way too much.
Had the corona virus vaccine yesterday
How did it go? My bf just got tested today.
Now I'm having a looping meltdown and it gets worse so fucking fast I don't know what's wrong with be but I've one again concluded that I'm fucked up.
It was fine actually. I had an anaphylactic reaction to a drug in my teens so was anxious. But went ok. Had some flu like symptoms today which is sort of expected.
It hurts to care about someone far more than they’ll ever care about you.
I hope Trump gets put in jail.
I'm so sad that our Ukrainian Xmas tradition is on hiatus this year. I'm not usually a big gathering kinda guy - But having family, So's, family friends, friends/work friends all crammed together just had an amazing atmosphere.
Sigh. Next year I guess?
I'm an absolute mess...
I’m mostly nocturnal, every now and then I try to turn it around because my mum keeps guilt tripping me. I can stay nocturnal but can’t stay on schedule the opposite way. The main thing on my mind is yesterday I turned 29. I’m one small year from 30 and have done nothing with my life.
Things in the US just keep getting crazier and crazier by the day.