Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Mirko, Feb 28, 2017.
Today is my seven year EC anniversary.
Its been a while since a complete stranger has made my heart flutter. Hopefully, it wasn't too obvious...
Happy 7-year anniversary!
I hate this vague feeling that's sort of as if I'm forgetting something...this probably doesn't make much sense, but it's as if there's a part of my identity that's below the surface and it's been lost somehow.
What do you want, me? I can't do much with this vague feeling of discomfort. Lack of exercise? Trying a different hairstyle? Am I just bored? Having an identity crisis? I can't put my finger on it. Yet somehow it's familiar.
Grief is by far the weirdest rollercoaster I've ever been through. Does this shit ever end? I want out.
so I heard that if you feed coffee to a spider, the spider will hallucinate and create very odd webs, so now the question is how many spiders can I make drunk with one cup of coffee, and who's house shall I drop them off at before they notice?
It sucks having parents but not having parents at the same time. Raising yourself and having no support system is such a painfully lonely experience.
It really is a fucked up rollercoaster. I'm sorry for your loss (hugs)
I'm sorry for your loss. It's okay to go through all of the emotions. You will come out of the grieving period. (*hug*)
I miss you so much but you’ve been so cold.
It's take to take things easy
Thanks for the kind thoughts.
It's really weird, I can go through entire weeks just fine, and then all of a sudden it feels like it happened yesterday. And then I'll be back to normal. Gotta make the most out of those periods of normalcy I guess because it can be very debilitating.
I need a hug. Really bad.
If I should give my mother the birthday card with “ Happy Birthday Mum From Your Favourite Child” on the front or the other card that has the usual sentimental poem wishing her the best of days. I asked my sisters opinion and sent photos of the cards and her suggestion was sign one of them from her, she didn’t care which one, because she forgot to send a card in time. So now I’m torn because I have both cards bought but I don’t know which one she’ll like more.
Hope all is okay. (*hug*)
I need to just...let it out. I need to cry. That's okay.
We're normally closed Sunday, but this Sunday I'm working with a few other coworkers getting stuff ready for Xmas. Another coworker was complaining because it's "so and so's favourites" and then ranted about favouritism. Kinda flattering that apparently I'm a favourite already, but jeez the toxicity of this job LOL.
It comes and goes in waves and you never know when the next one is coming. That’s the worst part about it.
Just...being...calm, is so nice.