Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Mirko, Feb 28, 2017.
This is the breaking point
I'm having problems with an important project, that's all. It feels like it's falling apart.
By that, I mean I'm ready to just give up and start something new.
But it's so hard...
If you don't mind me asking, what's the project about and what's the nature of the problem(s)?
Well, it's a mod for a game called Minecraft, (which you have probably heard of) so not anything serious, just a hobby thing, but I've been working on it for over a year, and I've spent hundreds of hours working on it. I thought this would FINALLY be something I finish. I've NEVER finished a project.
But when I started, I had no idea what I was doing, and it's so poorly optimized that it would be best to just start over.
I've been to excited about it.
But it's just falling apart. It's being pushed to... well, as I said, the breaking point.
I'm just disappointed in myself...
It is quite admirable to be working on a project for such a long time, giving it your best, trying to make it work how you had envisioned it. Kudos to that! Even though it seems you have hit an impasse with it, there is still plenty to be proud of; it is totally fine to be excited and to continue to be excited about working on something you believe in, which you clearly do. While you might feel disappointed, know that there is nothing to be disappointed about. You learned some insights, and probably also the clues to making it work, optimizing it well.
I'm thinking "I hate Mondays," and, "I need time off". (I am still glad to have a job during this pandemic)
I'm also thinking, "I need a 3000 series graphics card."
Me *singing Little Miss Perfect*: Straight hair, Straight A's, Straightforward.
My hair: *About as straight as I am*
I wish that I knew how to best support my boyfriend at this time.
I’ve been fatigued the last few days for no reason. I think I might go get a Covid test.
It's almost been half a year since I talked to him, again...
I could just text him...
I'm sure he wouldn't mind talking again, right?
This is a very awkward situation...
I have some really sad stuff on my mind lately.....
John McCain’s mom died at 108. https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.cnn.com/cnn/2020/10/12/politics/roberta-mccain-dies/index.html
My bf got the job promotion!
Today was near perfect. My outfit was on point, my project is heading to the right direction, had an actual conversation with nice people. Also the professor I had to see for the project is super cute. How I could be this excited? It's almost scary
I daydream way too much for it to be healthy, don't I?
I keep seeing spoilers for this book I want to read (the last in the series recently released and I'm excited!) However, I should probably finish the book I'm already reading before buying any new books, but ugh the spoilers make me wanna read it so bad ughhhhhhhhhh but at the same time the current book from a different series is also good. So I'll finish this one first but intentionally avoiding finding out any more about what happens is going to be a pain.
I need to sort out my life.
Tomorrow is soon.
Nobody really cares.