Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Mirko, Feb 28, 2017.
Think I'll just sleep all day/be lazy and resume figuring out life tomorrow. Yolo
Almost ugly cried over a fucking tooth. No insurance and a shitty job. There goes a month's (?) pay.
Such an extremely boring Sunday night.. Wish there were things to do, aside from sitting at home in silence. This boredom is killing me slowly. Ughh
Thinking I should go to bed... I’ll check this place out more later on. Bookmarked it!
Wondering what i should cook later.
I ran over a concrete parking block today by forgetting it was there and driving forward. I feel very stupid. It shattered the parking block into like 8 pieces but somehow my car has no scratches or damage whatsoever underneath it. Literally was the only parking row out of 2,000+ spaces at the basketball stadium that has concrete blocks in front of it. Of course there was a guy in his truck directly next to me when it happened. It was LOUD too, I thought I smashed a tire off entirely or something.
I sometimes wish I was straight despite knowing the futility of wishing this. Right now I'd just like to run away from everything, however I know that's just my mental health talking. *sigh* My confidence is always see-sawing. I really wish it'd stop. So mentally exhausted. I swear it's always this part of the year when my brain just decides to go off the tracks and be depressed. Could you not? I'm so sick of this freaking routine yet I feel trapped in it. So tired of feeling like I'm reading from a script.
I think it’s time to toss the earbuds and stick to the over-ear kind.
I totally bombed a midterm. I know I'm hard on myself when it comes to grades, but holy crap, I failed. I don't think I'll fail the class, since my homework and quiz percentage is still pretty high. I just need to pass, and if I stay consistent and get like a 64% on the final, I'll get a B in the class. So even though I don't think I'll fail, I'm now terrified of some disaster scenario where I do fail or mess up an assignment. I have a job lined up a week after I graduate, I can't afford to stay another semester, I'll lose my job. So even though I logically know it won't happen, the threat of it at all is driving me crazy.
I thought I'd be relieved at almost graduating, but now it really is "do or die" time, and that's worse. I spent all of college giving myself room to fail, and I didn't, but now there is no room, and that's terrifying.
That weird moment when you discover a continuity error/blooper in the porn video your watching and it throws off your enjoyment of it because you noticed it
I feel this. Once I saw a video where the "stepmom" changed actresses THREE times in the same video. Like, really, you guys didn't think people would notice the actress inexplicably becoming a different person between scenes three times lmao.
Ooooh that's a pretty bad one. I've seen bloopers happen twice in two different videos. One was a top was restrained to a bed and the bottom was riding him. There was one part where the top was inexplicably unrestrained and adjusting his own balls, only to be restrained again in the next camera change.
The other was someone was suppsoed to be asleep and the other actor was doing things to him. Then the scene changes and the person who is "asleep" suddenly has his eyes open only to close them during the scene. That one is just bad editing.
All of this stuff about Coronavirus is making me seriously regret not moving out. The idea of a potential lockdown and being stuck in my house for however long is the literal definition of hell for me - if there is one thing in life that I really value, it's my freedom.
And with my parents around, I would get 0 work done (I only ever do uni assignments post 10pm now), would gain weight again, would be eating bland, processed oven food etc. - I could seriously go on. I feel really selfish for saying all of this but I seriously hope that we don't end up with an Italy esque lockdown in Scotland or I'll be a mess.
Another thing - gotta love being called a 'fairy' by my father. Joys of having homophobic people in your life (not even out to him but was carrying my sister's pink bag for her which prompted the comment). Can people just accept each other? He uses homophobic slurs extremely often, at the end of my tether with this.
My university just extended our spring break from one week to an entire month because of Coronavirus. longest spring break in the history of spring breaks here we coooomeeee!!
What are you going to do with all of that time?
I kind of flipped out from excitement and made a lot of plans right away haha. Niagara and I will be doing this starting tomorrow:
1. Spending about a week in the Miami area, because he's from there and Miami is awesome.
2. Staying at my favorite skiing/snowboarding resort in Vail, Colorado for a week (super excited, it's been so long since I've gotten to go)
3. Adventuring in the Smoky Mountains of Tennessee by staying in a cabin there for a week and enjoying nature, hiking etc.
4. Spending a week going with my family on their annual yacht charter trip to the Yucatan Peninsula of Mexico, mostly Cancun/Cozumel.
Then we have 3 more weeks of class, graduate from college, and Summer begins
Nothing feels better than working your last shift at a job you have been bitching about for months.
This is my 1000th post!
Now, I'm thinking I should post something more than just this for my 1000th post.
Hmm, what am I thinking. Right now, I'm thinking about what I'm going to have for dinner. I'm thinking microwave meatloaf and mashed potatoes. There. How's that for a 1000th post.
Just got an extra week off because of corona virus woot woot!
Huh, I'm suddenly happy and inspired. Well, this is quite the turn in mood.