What are you thinking?

My mom said he's probably going to have a second surgery from a specialist just to make sure they get the last little bit of it out. They're trying to be aggressive with it early before it gets any worse.

 

I am glad they are doing their best to help. I hope he is doing ok through this!

 

Hey, sorry to hear you had a bad night too! how did you survive all day? I survived mine with a lot of cafeine in my system and by working my ass off without taking breaks
I hope you got to catch up with your sleep last night

 

Such a slow news day in the dysfunctional, dis-United Kingdom.

 

Me too. I sent him a big bag of treats and have instructed my parents to give him a million pets for me

 

I think I have a problem, I easily fall for straight men who are kind. (Fall for is a huge overstatement. I immediately find myself attracted to-is a better fit). However, side note there is this guy who has just started training to join our team at work. He is stunning! I’m caught between wanting to be his friend, and like also just wanting to marry the guy lol

 

I'm getting an unsolicited envelope in the mail today from a company called "Netspend," today. Apparently they deal in pre-paid debit cards. I'll probably just open it and then throw it away when it comes because if it's what I think it is (an offer for a pre-paid debit card) I'm going to contact them and tell me not to send me mail anymore. Or better yet, if they send me an actual debit card I can activate, I'll cut it up into several pieces and mail it back to the PO box the address has on it. My one friend at yoga told me he got something like this once and that's what he did and they never mailed him anything again.

 

Could be worse. You could be in the even more dysfunctional Divided States of America, where every other hour we're hearing about some new Trump atrocity and where his face is plastered ALL OVER EVERY NEWS PROGRAM. Try being at the gym and seeing his damn face on the TV. Really kills any good vibes you might have.

 

I collect stuff like that, and then when I have like 5 from different companies I'll mail them back with a stupid note like "I couldn't remember which of the 5 was yours, please take one and forward the rest to other people so everyone can enjoy them." This one company actually responded with a gift card to Applebees and a note saying I made them laugh too haha.

 

After knowing alcohol absolutely ruins my mental health & really cutting back, I gave into peer pressure, drank too much and feel the most depressed I have in awhile. Fuck I'm smart.

 

I just watched an old tape of home videos my Dad took from 1992-1993. I can't believe my parents never saw that I was gay. I was an effeminate spaz when I was five and six years old. I still am an effeminate spaz, but back then I was a cute little effeminate spaz, so maybe that's why nobody ever figured it out, because I was a kid being a crazy kid in the 1990s. The old videos made me happy and sad at the same time. I have really mixed feelings right now-- part of me is very grateful for the past, but the other part of me is so sorry it's over and that I can't go back.

 

Why the hell do weekends so so damn quick?? Especially since the work week always drags on

 

Who is negan gonna kill this episode of walking dead??

 

No mail again, today. It's like a second postal holiday in a row! I feel really good about today, all things considered.

 

I swear, if I go to bed only to be woken up by a tornado, I'd better at least be able to get video of it.

 

I came out 5 years ago today although I don’t feel like I have made a lot of progress.

 

I'm just getting junk mail, today, thankfully. I have an appointment at 10:30AM, so that's in about two and a half hours. I might get to go to the mall tomorrow.

 

One step closer.