Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Randy, Jun 22, 2016.
Yeah, I'm basically eating all of my emotions away
EC was not working on my phone for several hours.
It's weird how things change, yet stay the same. Being on EC less, when I do log in its interesting seeing a few familiar names and faces in a sea of new people.
Ugh I hate feeling nostalgic, it makes me want to cry.
My mind in a nutshell:
Visualising and creating entire fantasy worlds? Fine.
Creating a fake culture? Fine.
Creating fake people? Yep.
Imaging new powers/abilities for said characters, and setting rules for them? Yeah.
Remembering that thing I did several years ago? Uh huh.
Remembering what I did this morning/ a few days ago? Hmm...
Visualising maths problems? NOPE.
I don't understand you brain, I really don't.
All my stinky little cousins have girlfriends/boyfriends and I'm over here alone thinking how it seems like only five years ago they were all in diapers. :lol:
I love autumn days like today. Cloudy, rainy, foggy, and a chill in the air with trees taking on fall colours.
I swear I cannot be friend with other gay guys. This doesn't include people on this site but I feel like in general I can't be friends with them without us hating each other or without one of us falling for another. Like this one guy I saw had a chess shirt on I just went up to him and asked him if he played chess and what not and then we talked about some other things but I only meant it in a friendly manner. Then he wants to get my number and I quickly disappeared. Then there were lots of other gays that were in your face types and I still have lots of resentment towards them.
I'm so disappointed and hurt to know a family friend of mine (who is like a sister to me) is a Trump supporter. I wonder if she knows that if he wins, then our community and dozens of other groups are in danger.
Don't worry Hilary is going to be the next president of the United States!
One thing I hate about the constant re-posting of memes and whatnot on Facebook is that, occasionally, some appear oddly specific and you wonder if it's meant to refer to a specific friend or even yourself.... :eusa_doh:
Oh my god. I so fucking agree. There was this gay guy at my middle school, and I couldn't stand the shit out of him. He was so messy, he liked drama and shit. Ugh and then he had a crush on me. I never liked him. He's the type of gay guy I wouldn't be friends with. Examples include Frankie 'not famous' Grande, and Jozea from Big Brother 18. Such a disgrace.
Why is conflicted not an EC mood?
UW 70, Oregon 21! :0
I'm not going to homecoming. I've had.. Bad experiences with dances. And I don't want to feel more self conscious than I already am. Also I could really use being saved by a knight in shining armor right about now. A cute one. One that won't friend zone me.
I guess you could say that this year has been the worst so far, even if the workload is the lightest I've ever had. My senior year. I don't want to remember it like this. Kicked off August by getting cheated on and dumped. Smooth start. September. Had a huge crush on this other girl since 8th grade. Like an idiot, I got way too attached to her, and I asked her out. I hadn't even fully recovered from getting dumped. She uh politely declined by telling me that she would rather remain friends. I'm like ?????? But you were just flirting with me cmon. That fucked me up for a few. Here's the kicker: we have literally every class together, and I'm forced to be near her for the entire day. I'm so into her and it's slowly tearing me apart. I've become really self conscious since the start of school. I believe that these events are linked.
Due to all of this, I'm depressed almost all the time and my only real escape is gay Overwatch fanfiction. I'm fucking done. I honestly feel like not existing right now. But I must forge onward. It's what old me would want.
Yaaaaas, vodka! Boyfriend's plane lands soon. Good times.
Okay I plan on crying while everyone falls asleep.
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