Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Randy, Jun 22, 2016.
I am now an "adult."
I'm not supposed to have soft food until next week since I had stomach surgery. But dammit I'm sick of liquid! So I'm eating ramen noodles.
EDIT: Never mind. I took 3 bites of the ramen and felt sick and now my stomach hurts. :bang:
I have an appointment on the 26th. I'm just so scared. Thanks for being so conforting. I'm just real crazy now.
What if this was cause by stress? How do I know if I'm stressed? What if I handle life situations well and I'm not stressed and this is actually hair thinning? I mean, I do have extreme issues with being in a forced relationship with a female. My family doesn't support me for me. They act like I'm straight still. Half of my family knows and never talks about it. Nobody cares. I'm down a lot of cash. I'm going to be gone again one day. I have no where to go. They know the support center i was supposed to go to for help. What if they find me and beat me up one day when I'm in the parking lot?
I need a therapist. I need actual friends in life. I have none. And honestly my life is pretty fucked up. I think I have the past to say that. I'm still going though. I haven't given up. Given, this was my doing. I could leave any of these days. It's all self induced. But, my mom asked me for 6 months.
What if it is from stress though? Will it grow back if I stop stressing?
I just want the comfort of a boyfriend so bad in the future and I'm scared I'm going to be too old to get what I want. I've literally missed all my years of being a teenager to being in the closet.
I need to vent my feelings right now and post random thought because I haven't vented like this in a long time.
It could very well be stress. And yes, if it is caused by stress, your hair can grow back once you stop stressing. Also, you are most likely stressed. You probably don't feel stressed because you are already so used to it. This is how I am. I've been stressed since age 7. I've been so stressed for so long that I have gotten used to it. I have chipped some of my teeth because I grit my teeth so much in my sleep.
Who are you afraid will beat you up? Your family?
At this point, you cannot care about what your family thinks. Your well-being is so much more important. They get to live their lives, so why can't you?
Do I love Jackson?
Seriously where has all my motivation gone? I am usually a highly motivated person but the pass few days all I want to is lie down on the trampoline under the sun.
Ugh it is driving me insane!
Lowkey, I hope GEICO can interview me and offer me a job before AA can. I kind of want to work for GEICO more. Not to mention, I'd be making 1.5x of AA. Maybe 2x. Won't get flight privileges though.
Reading manga on the trampoline under the blazing midday sun was a really bad idea. -.-
365 days as someone's boyfriend. Achievement unlocked
I'm gonna say yes. Yes you do.
Thank you, finally hit the 18 mark.
I have never been this nervous for school. I go back in a month or so and I am scared for PE. In that class I suck at everything:lol: and I am just so scared I will be in a class where I know nobody and they will just judge me for like missing a catch in football and doing something wrong.
If anyone knows how to set up a massive dos attack or how to pay someone (via darknet) please tell me! I have a bigot website to shutdown. *thenewsobserveronline.com*
Off to the doctor in an hour. I hope I can stay awake until then and I'll get a response back from my damn endo then. It's been two weeks...what the fuck.
Yay happy birthday. On that note, I dunno why I was under the impression you were slightly older.
So... As it turns out, I look a hell of a lot like my shit heeled biological father (who by the way, I haven't actually had contact with in about...13 years), right down to the nose. Le sigh. I just hope on T I start taking more after my mom's side.
Does anyone ever walk into a room and just get the feeling that almost everyone in it is LGBTQ in some way?
And as luck with have it, I attempted to contact the Recruiter @ Geico to ask him a question about my transcript. The connection was bad and he hung up. Contacted me right back to setup a time for a phone interview. I wonder if I reminded him or he was going to anyway. Oh well...I guess me trying to contact him was the thing to do.
Another reason why I shouldn't teach English, I pronounce "glacier" as GLEY-SURE.