What are you thinking?

My glasses are broken. I took em off when playing with my baby brother that likes to grab them. I put them on my bed, that happened to have a black blanket. (My glasses are black, of course.) And then my sister sat on my bed. grr. Also, I like writing but I had been having trouble finding a good blade to start. But I have finally thought it up.

 

When am I going to actually do the things that I want to do. When am I actually going to make a move and go for it... I have nothing holding me back yet I procrastinate and delay things... Why is that...

 

I need to calm down

 

I live in what's supposed to be one of the most accepting states in the goddamn Union and somehow I can't even find one person willing to actually go on a real date with me. I think it says a lot when my last ex was from fucking California.

 

Maybe it's a sign telling you to not be in a rush to date someone. Then again, I don't know what I'm saying. I mean I was close to a boyfriend.

 

I think once I move and buy a new car that I'd like to have this license plate:



If the Secretary of State would allow it, I'd really like this one just for tailgaters:

 

Speaking of custom messages, someone should make a shirt that says: I fuck assholes, but I don't date them.

 

All right... from this point on I am keeping a close track of my car's maintenance schedule. Last time I let my tire tread get dangerously low if I can help it.

 

The amount of people bitching about Pokemon go on my Facebook is astounding, disappointing, and :***: annoying as hell.

Its clear most of these people have never played an mmo or any game app like this before. The same people who complained that people are use 3rd party sources to find Pokemon are now the ones bitching that they can't use the sites themselves. The game isn't easy any longer so now they dondon't want to play. They also have a problem with the footsteps being gone, even though the tracking wasn't't working.

Just..these people. I want to choke them.

 

My boyfriend and I are going through a rough patch. I don't know what to do

 

Sorry to hear that. How long has the rough patch been going on for? Do you (both of you) know what's causing it? It's hard to get back on track, but it can be done, even if you need a bit of outside help.

 

The movie I really wanted to get into and couldn't.
Lets face it, I watched it for Matt Bomer

 

Death death death death death! Die the death! Sentence to death! Great equalizer is the death!

 

The damn bus better come when it is posted to come and not be on some weird unposted summer schedule...

 

Previous me: I just want to be free!

The current me: NO DON'T LEAVE ME AND TRUST ME TO MAKE DECISIONS!

Seriously, I have no idea what I want to do with my life and it's really starting to concern me. What if I never make anything of myself? What if I'm going to a failure forever?

Do I go to University? Take an apprenticeship? In what? Am I going to have enough UCAS points to do anything at the end of this course? What if I don't have enough points? What if I'm stuck living with my parents for the rest of my life?

:bang:

*screams*

HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

 

If you don't have enough UCAS points but still want to go to the university, you can phone them up and see if they'll still take you. Sometimes other people in the group you're going with also didn't do as well [if it was a hard paper] and therefore allow for less points after the fact [since you can't know before it's marked].

Do you have a guidance Councillor at your school? You could speak to them and they will help with the different paths you can take to get where you want. Some professions like teaching and midwifery you need to go to university for [unless you got an A at maths and then you can teach GCSE maths without going to university since they need more maths teachers] but other professions such as acting or media you don't need to.

 

The course is mainly course work based, so we haven't really done any papers, so...yeah. I'm not sure if there will be an exam at the end or not- it hasn't really been mentioned. I've had my grades back for the first part of the course- and I passed, but really I should have gotten higher than that, I'm worried it's not going to mean anything in the end. Still, I've got the second half of the course to go- so if I can get a distinction in that then it might mean something. (The merit seems to be worth the same amount of UCAS points as the pass level, for some odd reason).

The thing with guidance councillors is, they tend to tell you the obvious- or at least the ones I've had have done this. "You like Science? Why not be a scientist?" Well no duh. That kind of thing. But the thing is, I've really no idea. I feel like whatever I do I'll end up messing up on- and even when I stick with something I wonder if I'm actually doing the right thing and whether I actually enjoy it.

What on Earth am I doing with my life?

 

The world lacks common sense. I'm done arguing with people who just want to bitch.

I say that but I'm incapable of letting others have the last word

 

Will I ever have a good relationship where the person loves me like I love them? Been thinking that for a couple of days.