What are you thinking?

My mom told me I only able to be loved by a mother.
I told her she's the reason I have issues. Right now I'm crying in my room.
I'm going to compose myself and show everyone I'm Unbreakable. I live for myself, not to be loved.

 

Come on let's go and plaaaaaay.

 

I have this joke with my sister [in bad Jamaican accent] :


"Do you wanna build a sno-man?"

"no man."

:roflmao:

 

Sometimes I really want to know what it like to give oral pleasure. It seems fun and I heard protein is good for the soul.

 

Facebook is so stupid. I seriously don't even get why people use it anymore. I mean you have to use another app just to message people and your posts stop coming up after a few days. I heard by 2017 FB is expected to lose 80% of its users.

 

Just got into a word fight with my mom over school. I have no idea how I'm going to pay for school if she refuses to coding a student loan.

 

Oh great, we're going back there again. Because the last time went so f:***:king well. Ugh. WHY? Why can't I just tell them what happened? I don't want my parents to go cancel their holidays though, so I guess I'll just have to grin and bear it.

I just hope they aren't there, because what if they are? Will they still hate me after all these years? At least it's only for a few days, I can do that right?

Besides, I just won't go to the play area, that shouldn't be too hard since I don't really go to those anymore. At least that way if they are there I won't end up hiding in a covered slide by it's edges- and hey, maybe I'll avoid the arcade too in case I run into them and I have to try an hide from sight in an arcade again.

Psh, I'm over-reacting. They've probably moved on, maybe they've changed? Hey, they might not even be there! I just hope they aren't, I mean what are the chances they'll be there right? right?!?! *and breathe*.

 

Is the point of everything nothing?

 

I'm hanging out with her one last time tomorrow before she leaves, and we probably won't see each other for over a year after that.
Why is it so hard for me to just let her go?

... She can never know. I've sworn to myself that as long as we're friends, I'll do nothing to make it seem like I still love her that way, even though I totally do.

 

Simple. Just use Facebook on Safari. That's what I do now. Saves an assload of memory on my phone and everything loads a little faster. Also would love to know how they reached that conclusion.

 

yessss Studio Killers finally have a video out for the song "Jenny". :eusa_danc Um... just putting that out there.

yay.....

 

So one of my friends just got Bernie Sanders to take a selfie with him at one of his rallies and I'm super jealous... :/

 

I went to pick up some sandwiches with my sister and the sandwich artist was very talkative and nice and verging on flirting. After we left, my sister basically said that he seriously flirting. I got weirded and nervous so I mostly stared at the floor. I now wonder if he flirted with me because 1) he thought I was gay and liked me 2) he liked me and didn't know if I was gay 3) he's just flirty in general.

He did fit gay stereotypes (sing-song voice, gauge earring, etc).

 

That's messed up :/ . You're completely lovable. Hell, I'd want to date you.

But yea, don't give up hope. You got this. (*hug*)

 

My ass huuuuuuuuurts

 

Did you have...:icon_redf?

 

Been sitting on the floor for too long ? Indeed.

 

I've been awake for the last 38 hours. And still I'm happy because of two emojis. Fml

 

Soft kitty, warm kitty, sued!