What are you thinking?

Regarding top surgery I think some doctors might have different thresholds of what they're comfortable doing and maybe bigger people who get breast removal go to surgeons who have a higher threshold for risk. Have you checked different surgeons? Also, some surgeons might perform surgery on high-risk patients only if not performing the surgery actually increases the mortality risk of that patient.

 

JFC I had another shitty shot day. I don't know what it is with me nicking so much shit, but damn.

 

I have to go through people my insurance contracts. But I know for a fact they've done bigger guys- I've researched and talked to people. And fuck. I don't care. I want these things gone.

 

Hell frozen over would probably be a cool painting

 

I've resorted to bottling up my feelings and having bi-monthly explosions that result in suicidal thoughts :/ My life is actually great now, why is depression being such a bitch!?

 

Listening to EXID - every night. Ready to be finished with finals

 

I'm wondering if I'm going to be able to sleep tonight. I've been scatterbrained all day and either dissociating or nodding off. I dunno. Kind of scared, not sure how this is going to go.

 

I've been through those periods before... they are never fun. One tip that I learned is that if you hold your hand on your hip, and then hold your thumb and ring finger in the shape of a 7, in between those fingers is a good place to do your shot. Some times will be better than others. I've had some go really badly, but the next week I don't have any problems at all. (I do weekly shots.)

 

I'm gonna take a nice shower and think about this school year.

 

Lately I've been thinking about what specific career I want since I start college in the Fall.

 

Do you do sub-q shots? I've moved to my hip area because it can be too tender and painful for me to do them in my stomach, and I have the worst blindspots ever so I can't do them on my backside.

 

First post from my new notebook!

 

Do they ever offer your hormones in an autoinjector pen? When I went on a new drug they offered it in both syringe and autoinjector pen. I use the pen and it is almost effortless and painless and is subcutaneous. I use my stomach because the nurse said it has more fat than my thigh which (no brag) is SOLID muscle (I can't even pinch anything). The same can't be said for my stomach :roflmao:.

 

Always nice to sleep like shit

 

I was googling something queer-related and EC was about the fourth result. Cool. Hi guys. It's been a while.

 

That's why/how I found out (followed by elimination)

 

I was just like "hmm, that name looks weirdly familiar".

Enough time's passed since I was on staff that none of the current mods or advisors were on the team when I was still an admin. Wow.

 

Day 2 of finals start at 9 am so I can sleep in and study.

 

A friend told me that my hair reminds them of this GIF.



:roflmao: I ain't even mad, that's actually hilarious.

...I do seriously need a haircut though.

 

Well I might be in trouble