What are you thinking?

My first kiss was this year, at the age of 22, lol. It took a while, but it was definitely worth it, and it felt right to me. It'll happen for you soon.

 

Every single day is a cheat day for me :roflmao:.

 

About diets-- I've been a vegan for so long (going on 7 years this January) that I can probably eat raw vegan food and not care. The only thing that would be hard to go without would be energy drinks; they're so addictive it's like a drug for me.

 

I'm hiding in my room to avoid having to go to "work", lol...
I just don't want to, and I promised I would turn up all the days this week. I feel so guilty and ashamed, but at the same time... I don't really care, y'know?

 

I'm already looking forward to autumn and winter for the sake of fashion.

I just bought a gorgeous cardigan/overcoat combination with accompanying socks, but if I wore them in conditions much above 10 degrees I would be like a portable oven. And it's currently hitting 30 degrees every day. :tears:

It's actually really annoying having Christmas in summer.

 

Ugh, I know! I'm not usually one who likes winter, like at all, but all of this heat and sun is just a little bit irritating! Its nearly the middle of december, and I havent gotten the chance to wear my new winter coat yet

I'm starting to fear it might be a green Christmas this year!

 

Bah, a few months ago everything was the other way round. I was the inexperienced one. Now I'm dating a new guy who's too shy to take things forward, and not very good at communicating in relationships, but who I feel wants me to take things forward. Which is good, I can do that. But I've got all this responsibility of not pressuring him into things he isn't comfortable with, and not letting a power imbalance develop because of it. Who thought experience would be such a burden .

 

Just polished off my first apple fritter in 9 days (yes, I counted), and I feel a little ashamed, despite the feeling of sugary awesomeness.

I read somewhere that scientists say that sugar has addictive drug-like qualities, but I think they got it backwards. I think drugs really just have sugar-like qualities.

 

Also oh shit I think I left a certain cupboard full of toys open last night when friends went into my room. :/

 

Feeling rather... slow. Perchance it is last night's cider that's talking! Idk what I'm doing lol

 

I Google Map-ed the museum where I am an intern at and I discovered something... THERE'S A FUCKING ZOO BEHIND US!!! <3 <3 <3 GOSH, I have been there for 2 weeks and know nothing about that zoo!!! Im definitely gonna go there

 

Took a personal day today. No work for me! Now I have an opportunity to wrap presents since no one is home. I'm a little gay Christmas elf. (▰˘◡˘▰)

Also, must buy a new laptop charger since mine died. They're expensive. :dead:

 

wondering when the christmas match ups will be posted?

 

I do need to clean up in here but I'd rather tear my own arm off and beat myself unconscious with it.

Maybe I'll just put a couple of beers in the fridge and let those get cold before I start. I'm up for just about anything after a few beers.

Also, hey, new thread. I didn't catch that at first.

 

So my dad is going to have a bitch fit about the wait to get a tire replaced. And my mom still doesn't get why I live in fear of him every day.

 

TWF you're a hungry motherfucker but too lazy to make anything

 

Of course my stupid dad drags me into a gun store.

 

I should really be more productive, maybe that should be one of my new year's resolutions that I probably won't stick to.

Yay....

:dry:

 

omg yas!! Got a 94 on my Chem test!

 

Why is it that usually in dreams I'm almost always someone else? I had a conversation with a friend the other day and apparently she's almost always herself in her dreams. Should I be concerned? :lol: Nah, probably not.