What are you thinking?

I vote for "innie" and "outie"

 

Fuck. Missed the bus, now I have to wait for 2 hours for the next one

 

Today's session went well, but at the same time left the awkward feeling that some things which may help my mood [in addition to pursuing medication] are interdependent and that I'm equally unmotivated to pursue either right now.

 

Thankfuly the bus just did a 25 minute loop and came back

 

All right, I'm not leaving the country again for a good long time.

 

I like Bad Blood, especially Kendrick Lamar's verses. Pretty sure this will be on the radio ad nauseum haha. I can't wait until they put Out of the Woods on the radio

 

I watched the music video earlier and I haven't been able to get it out of my head. I don't give Taylor Swift much in terms of artistry, but she easily has one of the best teams at the moment. She could read a Taco Bell menu and they will make it number one on the charts tomorrow.

 

I'm thinking Taylor Swift is amazing (saw the new video today...like 6 times)

 

Bad blood was eh for me. The video was too...anti-climactic.
I'm thinking out of the woods should be next if she gets another radio hit from 1989. I like trying to guess which songs will be popular next.

My guesses are (in no particular order)
Out of the woods
How you get the girl
I know places


I was dead on with one last time - Ariana grande.

 

Currently downloading Spongebob Movie: Out of Water. Hope it's good as I expected it to be

 

The Red Dead Redemption soundtrack is so relaxing.

 

Even if it does, still concerned that I won't be able to get satisfaction or feel reassured from them.

 

So apparently my crush thinks it would be cool to hang out at some point during the upcoming week(end).......

Um... :icon_redf

 

:: SQUISH! ::

I'm happy for you, and just a tad bit jealous. (!)

 

Happy? Jealous? Okay, happy I get, but jealous? Nehhhh...

I initially brought up the idea because he's seemed pretty damn down lately and I figured maybe I could help cheer him up. Now I'm just freaking the f*ck out about the idea, because I think I'm going to slip up and say too much, or I'm gonna end up doing something and look like a frickin' idiot(and not in a good way!)...

Do you want to meet him in my place? Heh. .-.

 

It's 36 Celsius out there but feel likes 40:tantrum:

 

I have an appointment with a therapist today. And it isn't the one that has given me a hard time, so maybe, this will go somewhere.

Goals for today:

- Hopefully get the approval for a recommendation, as this will allow my insurance to cover gender-related therapy visits.

- Hopefully get my foot in the door, allowing me to look around and about for a therapist, who I can actually like and work with.

I have my concerns, and I'll try my best not to orchestrate the session. But that is going to be hard, since I don't want to wait longer than necessary, if I can avoid that and speed the process up.

 

Good luck! (*hug*)

 

Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooring!!!!