What are you thinking?

It's 9 pm. Is it bad that I already want to go to bed?

 

I'm still a little anxious about my choice to open up a photo album of my character drawings. I hope nothing bad IRL comes of this, like someone finding out who I am here...Ah, well. I'm just being too much of a worry wart again. I hope people will like the drawings I'll be making of my characters just for this new album!

 

I have a lot of homework but this is much more interesting than reading The Crucible. Also, I ate wayyyy too many pancakes.

 

Couldn't sleep last night. Really freaking anxious/excited. Finally got the balls to submit an article to a magazine I've had my eye on for a while. The editor liked my pitch so I'm really hoping this has a shot. The magazine's really fantastic. It's a pretty new magazine but they're already doing a lot of good work. I mean, if I can be a part of that, that'd be great.

 

I wish you good luck on getting that article published, panda! I hope I'm lucky enough to get my work published someday, or all this time creating such a great story for my graphic novel will be for naught. Anyway, Good luck again!

 

Ahhhhh I love the NFL season - Go 'Hawks!!!

 

Finally... resolved that audio distortion issue on this computer.

I'm down $10, but you know, I'll take it. Better paying somebody that, rather than dropping money on a brand new sound card.

That remedied, it's time for reading and a nap. I'm fucking exhausted...

 

Well it wasn't easy, but I went up there and saw my grandmother today. Her speech is still affected, but she's regaining movement and she knew who I was.

 

Rival teams suck balls. That's what I'm thinking.

 

There's a storm outside and she hates storms.

 

I've been re-reading Harry Potter. Every time I do that I make HP references all the time and have crazy dreams. The best though was when I WAS Harry Potter in my dream.

 

Pride was friggin awesome!!!! got hugged by a cute guy all day

 

Pride was great for me too! Not so lucky in the guy department though, but there was a crazy 65 year old woman who took a shine to me and made everyone laugh with how eccentric she was

 

Considering making an impulse buy for a CD I want. It's actually just an unofficial version of an out of print album, but since it's a bit hard to find I feel like I should take the chance to get a cheap one. I always doubt myself a lot when spending money though.

 

That moment when you realize a vinyl you want costs 90 dollars and that is without the shipment costs, yikes!

 

God I love men.

 

Couldn't sleep at all last night T.T Why couldn't I get my mind to calm down? ;.;

 

I need to go to bed. I really do. I can't. My brain hates me. Won't let me sleep until I'm falling over exhausted. And even then it won't shut up. :dry: Why don't brains come with an on/off switch? Curse you, evolution.

 

Trying to understand college is so hard for me. I have no idea what all this stuff is. I feel so stupid! Urghhhhh

Even if I move to charlotte...there probably won't be any basic education/Adult high school programs anywhere near me. How am I supposed to prepare myself for a community college if I can't even have a proper high school education?! It's so frustrating.

Then I have to learn about finacial aid and student loans, Plan classes, work, make friends, and manage life all on my own. I need someone to guide my through this but, I have no one. The only person(s) im counting on is the workers at the LgBT youth support place where I'll be at. I hope they will have answers.