What are you thinking?

Morning, EC. Enjoying a cup of Donut Shop Blend coffee with Italian Sweet Creme Coffeemate creamer. Anybody else want some?

 

"And you must talk to him. Tell him that he is a pretty cat, and a good cat."

 

Its almost been a whole year since I came out for the first time

 

I was considering coming out to some of my family members. Not sure if I should just try bouncing ideas off of my mum or just go for it. I'm leaning more towards the, "Yeah, just go for it" area.

 

Purple text. Yes. Finally. <3

 

School starts again soon. *sigh* I can tell its going to be a looooong year.

 

Had a horrible nightmare that I was working at a supermarket as a cashier with zero training. They just threw me on the floor. The buttons for the register were on the side of the counter, not near the register itself. I had no money in my till. A woman was screaming at me because I didn't know how to operate the register and calling me stupid. No one would help me, so I tried to find a manager but none was available. When I get back, money was thrown on the counter, and the customer had just taken their groceries. The conveyer belt was at an angle so stuff was going past the scanner and towards the bagging area. Then I couldn't scan some items and had to key them in. I was miskeying everything.

 

Nothing like good music. (Not the type with lyric, just music.)

Yanni and Two Steps From Hell.

Ugh, yes. <3

 

To do the dishes, or to not do the dishes, that is the question...

 

I don't know what's wrong with me this holiday. :S

 

Yeah, it's settled. I'm going to be a flight attendant.

 

I just don't get the lgbt community in this town. There is not many of them but I tried to talk to them and get to know then and they never respond or seem to care. If it was not for having no friend my life could be better in this small town but it is not. I am not complained or depressed over it just saying the small community in this town which is like maybe 10 to 12 gay guys seem so self absorbed and not into meeting and being friends at all. For all i know they all could be very busy people and i get that but still it sucks. They could be afraid that I just want them for sex or whatever but still it blows my mind that no one like me wants to be friends to say the least.

 

Uuuugh I over-ate... I've been eating way too many snacks these past few weeks. I'm gonna be so fat D:

 

Final Week of Summer School! Woooo!

 

Now I feel sick again like I wanna barf, my chest and my neck is all tight. What's wrong with me?

 

About to be in a gypsy party. Been here in San fransisco for 3 days and today is the day......

 

I'm nervous about taking this new prescription.

 

Dear potential clients,

Unless I get to actually test out the product, don't make me review it. I can't just say something's good unless I get to use it.

 

I know people have their beliefs and it just has nothing just to do with religious bigotry but it saddens me how much a family's religions has hurt many people and gave them justifiably a bad perception of religion. I been in tough times having to do with religion but did not have the horrible experience of having family push religious bigotry on me. It just breaks my heart in a way nothing personal to anyone but it just does reading the thread on why people left religion. I know it does not all have to with bigotry but it is just overwhelming.

 

Swam back and forth in my pool a few times, wearing a weighted vest, and unlike the past few times, I believe I've got a better execution.

How much is this weighted vest? 10 lbs., about. Problem is, it's uncomfortable to do some swimming techniques with it on, but the burn is oh so lovely.

Feeling a little lonely, but it'll fade. Besides, time spent bitching could be time spent improving.