What are you thinking?

I have a feeling that right now is not the best time to be thinking about orientation.
For some reason the idea of being attracted to the same gender is confusing me, even though I can be attracted to people of the same gender...
I am weird.
I am tired.
I should sleep.

 

When I run for office, I need to write my own speeches.

 

Last night in my current apartment. Mixed feelings. Mostly excitement, though.

 

That moment when you have a Facebook friend who keeps posting crap on Facebook but never bothers to answer messages.

 

Im being moved from the hospital to a mental ward. To a place where no one understands me, where nobody cares about me, where I will be alone among strangers. But I'll be alive right?

I give up on life... nobody can help me because they've already tried.

 

I think that i should gauge my eyes out, so that i don't see him, when he comes online... since it started hurting again. Damn i still like him...

Anyway, back to reality. Apart from that ↑↑↑, i've achieved complete apathy.



Speaking of achievements... I have none, IRL. So i'm sort of questioning, what am i even doing...

/thread - Having a debate with myself, whether i should go earlier to bed, or not... I mean, i've already established that 4 hours is enough time for me to sleep, so... what now? It's not like, there's much stuff going on today, that i feel the need to stay up late, but i'm not sure, maybe something will happen? Interesting stuff always tends to happen after i go to bed, silly timezones...

 

"Wow! Your face is so in flamed!" Thanks mom... It's not like Any other people on this earth have a few zits, The stress you cause me sure doesn't help.:dry:

 

(*hug*)

Nothing like standing outside for a fire drill in the snow because somebody thought it would be a good idea to sneak into the restroom and smoke marijuana during lunch.

 

The doc said I'm low on iron and magnesium, and it seems that is the reason why I'm feeling crap since three weeks ago, to the point that I had to spend the weekend indoors.
Now try to make THEM care about it... All they see is a cow to be milked, it's not that I'm whinning about it, the usual state on the job market nowadays, but they should have seen it coming... Now they are starting the usual show, looking for excuses to blame ME...

What a pity... Really, what a pity, I was so happy with my job, my coworkers were such nice people...
Don't feel like starting this shit all over again... It's no use...
Damned money, damned jobs and damned crap.
Yeah, happy christmas...

 

I have way too much work to do to feel this comfortable! Clearly, this website is bringing my confidence up to dangerous levels.

 

I feel really crummy. Everyone at work today was talking about their Christmas plans during lunch. I hate that I've never had my birthday celebrated or have never gotten a Christmas present. >_>

 

Damn, nearly 3,000 posts! :O

I got 60% of my Christmas shopping done today! I'm very excited to give these 'cause I think they're pretty great gifts meself.

 

I swapped cars with my mom for a couple of days -- love driving the Audi.

 

Great to know parliamentarians take their roles seriously.

 

I hate my family and its STUPID rules

 

I'm super pumped for the Orion test launch on Thursday and everybody thinks I'm being really weird.

 

Hi!


joined the LGBT club @ School! <3 =D

 

I love my life I realized today how different it is from last year! For that I am eternally greatful! I love everything I met so many people! I made 115 new friends LAST WEEKEND people who have been able to confide in my like I've been able to confide in them I freaking love jasmin who knew my bestfreind was hiding in plain site?!?! Jessica and Leneys and Josiah and Alfonso and Muskan and KIMMMM!!! I love them all!!!

 

Hope i dont throw up again :s