What are you thinking?

I have no idea what to do, and it's killing me. I have this 800 dollar PC that I built with my own 2 hands, and all I ever seem to do with it is watch YouTube or browse the internet randomly. Surely there's more fun to be had until I work again on Tuesday -.-

 

Completely bummed out because I realized that the only channel we have for RuPaul's Drag Race is OutTV and it's blocked on our satellite.

 

My hair is pissing me off.

 

A friend of mine who's trying to make me go outside told me that if I do I'd be able to find (we say it like that in french but I assume that it also makes sense in english) the "Man of my life" (Or The ONE).

I've never thought about it... It feels so weird... And my reaction is way for feminine than usual...

To make a long story short... It feels weird to like guys.

 

I just logged in to the family Netflix account. Damn, dad, stop watching lesbian interest films and not erase the history.

 

i came out to somone over the phone at a youth LGBT place. It feels great. Verbalizing the words. I'm feeling amazing today. Filled with optimism. I'm replenished.

 

Awesome That's great that you were able to tell someone. I'm glad you're feeling good today!

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Trying to decide if I should go to work tomorrow or not. I don't want to get there and end up being a useless mess.

 

I'm excited!! I just got a mandolin today, for free! A friend of the family gave it to me x)

 

So happy that RPDR Season 7 is finally here! Found a stream online to watch it live and the first episode is already SICKENING! SO GOOD!!!

 

Apparently some jack ass bailed on his girlfriend. I don't know the exact reason, because she didn't want to talk about it in detail there, but her general answer was, he just doesn't want to do anything anymore. This was told via the phone, a few minutes ago.

I was expecting to play relationship therapist, but to my surprise, she actually asked me to go in her boyfriend's place! I asked why, and to condense her answer, she thinks I'd be better company than him.

While I am flattered, I am also skeptical. The potential for shady shenanigans is high, but you know, I've been invited to go eat out. I guess karma took pity on me, for this weekend.

One guy's stupidity is this girl's opportunity. Now excuse me, while I go get ready to razzle and dazzle~!

 

Thinking about how stupid my mom is acting in regards to me attending an all-expense-paid college visit. The one fucking college that's offering me the opportunity to get a glimpse of the college life for three fucking days, and she says "no" because apperently it's "too good to be true". (This college has told me that they really want me, so I was 1 of 30 students selected to do this.)
I'm so fucking pissed right now.

 

My mom is in the same hospital wing as she was before. The nurses all remember me before they remembered my mother...lol. Then they remembered her. I guess that I am a memorable person...

Then again, I did walk in on the crash team last time... so that could be why everybody remembers me.

 

Thinking about all of the art homework I have to complete over March Break, while all I want to do is recover from my cold.

 

This weekend my bf's parents are coming to town to meet me. Then next weekend he and I go to California for Spring Break to meet my family and see where I grew up. I think everything will go well but I'm nervous!

 

Im thinking.......

 

Kind of nice to be back on EC. Wonder if anyone remembers me

 

Welcome back!

 

Tomorrow is (the belated) day! That letter of recommendation shall be mine!

 

I'm going to the mental hospital tomorrow T,T