Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by LD579, Nov 30, 2014.
I don't need to watch the video to know which were Adore's exact words afterwards...
I might need to quit this job like really. I am going to have to start a job search.
Afternoon, EC. I'm probably the tiredest mofo in the Upper Midwest right now. But keep plugging away, right?
My dad was supposed to come by and pick me up after his meeting to take me to his office where I can get some work done in peace and quiet (aka away from the dog barking at repairmen). It's been over a half hour and I'm still waiting. Grr...
we're supposed to get around 5 inches of rain here locally. Bring it on, Mother Nature!
Spent the night with my girlfriend last night and we only kissed once. We've talked about it before but neither of us can seem to change. I've never had to be the forward one in a relationship and it's really hard for me to be. Most of the time I spent with her last night I was yelling in my head, "Kiss her! Come on, you idiot, just do it!" but it was like I didn't know how. She's told me that she usually is the forward one but she's insecure about the fact that I've never had a girlfriend before.
And literally two more days until Christmas and moving to California. So this is interesting.
we saw to guys kissing at the mall today and y family was glaring at them and saying homophonic things. uhghgh
Where to? Promise I'm not a stalker.
I made two rainbow bracelets today. I'm going to start wearing them, even though they're made from my little sister's pearls. Who cares. They're fabulous.
So I just gave 20€ to a British guy who said he's been stuck in Berlin for three days with nothing but a backpack and needed to buy a bus ticket to another city, in order to get home from there. He looked genuinely stressed, on the verge of crying. I really was in doubt but yeah fuck it, I'll help
The guy seemed genuinely relieved when I told him I would help. He promised to call me tomorrow morning to transfer the money back to me. For some reason I feel like I'll never get that call, but it's not that much money I'd lose. And it's Christmas and all that.
But if his story is indeed true and he will call me tomorrow - faith in humanity restored for the both of us. I mean, I would be super happy myself if someone did this for me if I ever have a massive problem and need help.
Sacramento, with my boyfriend. We're thinking about moving back to the Northwest in a few years though.
The West Wing all day today. Thank god for Netflix
I should be making more art if I'm supposed to be an artist.
I just put up the Christmas tree. Better late than never.
And now back to the daily drama (by now)...
The more he tries to get me mad,, the closer I get to my goal : End up hating him, so it'll be easy to dump him. I'm really close to the point of not giving a damn anymore about where he is or what he is doing. I'm almost shocked of my own coldness, how easy I lie to him and how he believes I'm being honest.... He just can't reach to me anymore, not really, doesn't matter how hard he tries.
We are beyond the point of no return. I sometimes think I must be dead inside... I can't feel anything anymore... I'm not even sad that everything went wrong again, I just don't give a damn.... I never thought I was able of such emotional coldness.
I have the feeling that one of these days I'm going to dislocate my left elbow. I don't know why.
Happy Birthday Eddie :love:
What the frickin frack. I forgot a read pearl on one of my pride bracelets. Great. Just great.
So.... I nearly rear ended a car on the highway coming home and presumably as a result, there's hardly any break on mine. :icon_sad: