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What are you thinking?

Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Mirko, Sep 1, 2014.

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  1. Ridiculous

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    Tony Abbott is such a twat
     
  2. DarkestDream

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    I wish I could sleep without having repetitive night terrors :eek::tantrum::sleep:
     
  3. asdfghjk

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    I'm so so so so so stressed out. I want to move to either a cheaper apartment in this area, which is stressful enough because packing, moving, scouting, contracts, and anxiety about if my neighbours will let me sleep ever..... but if I could hit the $500-$600 range I could live on my own! No bumming for rent and car insurance!

    Or I could move back with my parents, but I remember how I hated living with them but I was also a cock back then... now could be better. But I would have to transfer schools and reregister degree plans and all that awful mess because their city sucks. I would lose out on the queer scene here (that im too scared to use lol) and my good therapist and doctor and all the things big city life offers! So great! But, while there are less jobs available there, grabbing one means I could save a lot of money as opposed now to funneling it into rent and utilities and food and etc. It would also give me a valid excuse to quit work, which only stresses me out because I am scared of phone calls and that is what I do, but mainly I am worried I wont get Christmas day off.... I miss my family :c I need that holiday dammit.

    .... I could move with my grandma in this city but she lives very very far from work and school and would destroy my gas bill/car maintenance. She also keeps her house VERY WARM which means I dont sleep there. Plus she, I love her, but she can be very naggy and out-of-touch. I could maybe get new job instead but.... the nosyness and spring + summer heat oh god..... and no bathroom shower use after 10pm..... would destroy me. But she has offered and um, I love you Grandma!! :v

    I have toyed with the idea of taking out loans so I can work less hours or not at all and do better at school and my sanity and hobbies but then I would get mega-anxious about BIG LOOOOOAN plus feel guilty about not working because bootstraps etc |:

    I just, am very stressed out. I want more time and less financial woes...... i feel my hair going grey and i am only 22 .... i already feel like an old fucking fart with wasted time and little future
    I changed my clothes and I CAN STILL SMELL IT D:
     
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    So I have 6 people that all we do is cuddle together and I haven't gotten to cuddle in about 2-3 weeks ... I am a cuddling addict this is putting me in cuddle withdrawal....
     
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    I've never been so glad of googles successful invasion of the human race. Forgot my homework, but hey, it's stored on drive.
     
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    Glad to be home.. So very glad to be home.. First day done... 3 for the week to go.
     
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    that i would really like to stay home today and do absolutely othing
     
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    What am I doing? Really why can't I just let him go and let him fade away.. He doesn't care for me the way I do.. I have doubts he even cares for me as a friend anymore.. So why am I doing this to myself?
     
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    When will they learn? They just aren't going to win the punctuality battle. If my psych teacher keeps her word next week, and doesn't let anyone in late, she might as well just go home.
     
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    Why did I think it was a good idea to sign up for an 8 am class?
     
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    Less hassle parking? Shorter waiting lines? Cooler weather?
     
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    Don't have to worry about parking or lines, and Minnesota has weird weather anyway. I *think* that it was because I thought something along the lines of "8am, that's not that early..."
     
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    I swear this college has some kind of jamming field around it. And the weird thing is that my phone signal is actually weaker near the edge.
     
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    Quad-band cell phones are you friend... 3G, 4G, VoIP... all that good stuff.

    To not go off-topic... I'm sooooooooooo bored!! someone please... post something or talk to me... I want human interaction! Oh, maybe i should watch something.

    It's like, i'm sitting here... trying to count how many pixels there are in the mouse cursor.

    edit: 1024 pixels...
     
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    Yeah, my new phone should be better, when it comes.
     
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    I'm pretty sure I have laryngitis :/. It hurts to talk and I haven't said anything at all today...literally.
     
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    8ams are the devil. I took one my first semester under the logic "High school started at 8am. It won't be that bad." Never ever again.

    My roommates woke me up at 7:30 talking outside my room. If it happens again I'm going to have to ask them to knock it off. I'm exhausted enough as it is without waking up an hour and a half before my alarm.
     
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    I had a dream they came back. They haven't yet...

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    Okay, I can't fucking take this anymore. I'll just fucking say it: I'm afraid they died.

    Am I overreacting? Maybe? Maybe. It's only been since Saturday. Am I being too clingy? Fuck. FUCK.

    I'm panicking. I really fucking am
     
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    Kitties are stupid.
     
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    If I only had a brain
     
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