What are you thinking?

I wanted to see it for Bryan Cranston. I love that actor..

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According to this Web MD article.. I either have strep throat (Which is what I assume) or mono.. Yea I don't feel like I have mono, but what do I know?! I'm not a doctor. lol I just have a sore throat.. Nothing else.. Pretty sure it's strep.

 

Man it needs to be 2:20 so I can go the hell home. Been wasting this long block study doing... not teachery stuff.

 

God I want some! Ironically enough we're having 'some' sort of chicken. I know that by the giant frozen bag of chicken downstairs.

 

Text sent, even got a response to my inquiry! (seriously, I'm that socially anxious that I consider responses a success)

Even if she can't go out drinking I might head down to a particular bar and see if a particular person is working there. Or grab a good cocktail at Plonk - always a great atmosphere.

 

And he's gone...

 

$60 hoodie came in and it's too small... fuck everyone

 

Alright. GP appointment in a couple hours. Here goes nothing.

Smoothie and eggs for breakfast...that's remotely healthy, right? Need new shoes, bought this pair only a month ago and they're already developing holes. And new jeans... Favorite pair's tearing too.

 

Back to obsessing over social anxiety. I hate myself.

(*hug*)

 

Aw geez. I'm sorry, man. (*hug*)

 

Thanks guys. I just feel so numb right now, I knew this day was going to come, but I didn't think it'd be today.

I miss him so much already.

 

At work, in the library, two lap-tops were stolen, so we had to call the police, and then write reports. This happens a lot during finals week.

It makes me wonder: Why do people walk away from and leave their $2,000 Macs unattended, and think nothing will ever happen??? I feel bad for them, but it's like leaving a stack of $100 bills sitting out.

 

(*hug*) Aww... Sorry.



and they are paving the street in front of the house... while I had the windows open.. house smells like tar now.

 

Now I'm wondering what I find so appealing about straight women playfully teasing me about my same-sex attractions. Is it validation? Knowing "two sides" of your orientation seemingly in "agreement" is... nice, especially in a world that seems to understand black and white, quick to dismiss anything else. There's nothing to explain, defend, or question; they just "get" it.

 

I need to stop punching shit. I don't even remember what I punched but jeez, that's one hell of a knuckle bruise!

 

Makes me wonder why people will leave things unattended. This past year, a Xbox 360 and a shiit ton of games were left unattended in a dorm lobby. I was thinking of "stealing" the whole set-up to teach thekm a lesson. People are too trusting sometimes...

 

Is being a thread killer makes my new threads already dead :dry: ?

 

I've wondered that myself, actually. I'd almost be apt, in knowing who I'm talking to lol, to liken it to say what I love about metal concerts - instantly, you know that everyone else there also likes the music you like, so you suddenly feel no need to hide it. Which is a very rare thing for someone that likes metal, especially heavier versions.


Make straight/bisexual women the other attendees and the metal men, and there you go. Same feeling. :lol:

(yeah, my metaphor got a little weird, lol)

 

Why thank you good sir!

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Welp. Got my wisdom teeth out this morning. Twas an interesting experience, considering I've never gone under before. It was instant for me though, one second they were explaining things and I was like "lol okay" and the next second I'm out. Then I woke up to the nurse telling me to.

Sadly I wasn't too loopy, or horrifically entertaining in order to be to recorded and made fun of. However, I did insist on telling my dad, in my tiredness, how I was having double vision with the chimneys on the neighboring office. "DAD. THERE ARE TWO. I CAN'T SEE JUST ONE."

 

I have a low tolerance for just about anything today.