What are you thinking?

I'm getting steadily more and more frustrated with not being on T. And it's all the stupid family court's fault cause they have made changing my name a freaking 3 month+ waiting game. :bang: GIVE ME MY NAME CHANGE OFFICIAL SHIT ALREADY YOU JERKS. I'm not applying to any jobs til my name's changed with everything let's get this damn show on the road.

I'll have to muster up the courage (social anxiety's just a delight) and call up the court and see what the hell is wrong with them. It's been over a month since I sent the order of notice back saying I published it and all that.

I wonder if the change is actually done, but they decided to not send me anything back and basically steal my birth certificate :lol:.....but no, that's assuming they're being assholes, not completely fair I know.

I just can't wait until it's all over; my name's changed, I'll have a job, and then that moment when i have T in my hand, and I'll know that finally it's here, it's happening...

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That does sound fun! Is this an actual thing?

 

Hoping somebody posts in the thread about furries, so I can post what I wrote...too late to edit, and I don't wanna double post!

 

Why is soy vanilla latte soooooo tastey?!?!?

 

When am I going to start the novel I've been thinking about for the past 3 months?

 

I'm tired of winter

 

Me too...

 

Now.

Seriously, just sit down and write what comes.

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I'm thinking about doing a piece for a humor site. I'll never be a writer if I don't write, you know?

 

I'm really wondering why my life has so many setbacks, large or small. PlayStation Network wouldn't take my debit card and kept saying it was "invalid." I went to McDonald's about a half hour ago, and they declined my card. Bank said that it was probably because I tried to use it too much today (thanks, PlayStation Network...), so I had to use the ATM to withdraw cash....and then my annoying cousin showed up to visit when I got back. I do not understand why things in my life are so infuriating.

 

Have you thought that maybe it's not the number or nature of the setbacks in your life, but rather your perceptions of them that make you feel this way? My dad is the type of person who will take the most minor of issues and blow them up to something bigger than they already are, making them the highlight of his day, basically, while seemingly ignoring all the positives that happen. We joked that if he died and went to Heaven, he'd still find a reason to stay miserable.

 

Every time I give up support because people are like "we are duo bot lane", they end up completely feeding the enemy team.

Every. Single. Time.

 

Aww thanks Google! Has anyone else seen their jab at Russia?

 

No, it's definitely the number and nature. The amount of shit that goes wrong on a literal daily basis is just astounding. It didn't used to bother me that much, but in the last few years, I've just gotten really sick and tired of not ever catching a break.

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Apparently, there's something wrong with my debit card because I couldn't even make a purchase on Amazon... I have to go to the bank tomorrow morning and get this shit sorted out... *sigh*

 

Wow, you are up-to-date on Seamstreak . That doesn't provide a valid excuse though seeing as Rawlins was from Idaho and he cancelled school on a day similar to today.

 

7:07. Wish made.

 

Sometimes it takes hitting rock bottom before we can bounce back, or being pushed hard to finally leap forward. I've always thought you were moderately successful, even with all your obstacles, so I have no doubt you'll continue to be once you've gotten your life adjusted. You'll have to put your foot down and finally make that choice, first, though.

 

Hmm, I'm just scared I'll just end up semi-copying Orwell's 1984 (My idea is a dystopian novel) and it just becoming one big cliché.
You've motivated me to actually try it though. Thanks

 

Time to get ready for work... I hope our manager decides to let us out an hour early like last week. 8pm to 7am is a bit much, after all... On another note, my YouTube videos have been getting a lot more views recently, and it appears that a number of people are promoting my channel... will I become the next HARMONICO101? I certainly hope so...

 

Yep. Google is officially ready for the Winter Olympics, all decked out in rainbow colors.

 

I saw that Didn't even know when exactly the Olympics were.

 

Holy lord what a looooonnnnggggg day.

645 am to now I'm leaving. (It's 822 pm)