What Are You Thinking?

I'm really stressed right now and have absolutely no one to immediately turn to.

 

Shit I just discovered, after being forced to buy overpriced train tickets to get to college in the first place, that I've been buying the wrong tickets. There is no way I can afford this.

 

Please don't worry about me giving up. At this point, only death can take me from you. I love you.

 

No way to get a refund? :\

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Counselor had me make a list of pros and cons about my options (presenting female versus male; moving to Vancouver versus staying in town).

Feeling a little more set on my options and where to go from here.

 

no, the problem is that the new ones cost more, and I don't have the money.

 

I made some soup and poured it into a thermos for dinner tonight. It's mashed cranberries in water with chopped up, pan searched white fish, cloves, nutmeg, lemon peel, and arrowroot starch. I have no idea how it's going to taste, and I'm pretty nervous about it. I'm not the best cook, and I this is my first fish dish and my first soup, and I was winging it instead of using a recipe, so anything can happen.

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Does your school have any resources for student transportation? At my school I get a bus and lightrail pass for free.

 

Shiny new thread! Yay.

Also, I guess the cold spoon trick worked somewhat. Except my neck is still visibly covered in marks, even if they're kinda faded now.... emphasis on kinda.

Of course mum still noticed this morning and had to ask. I just kept repeating no.
"Are those hickeys?" "no." "yes they are." "no." yes. no. yesssss. nooooo.

 

Watching Home Alone and my mom was taken aback by that one scene where the snow shovel guy describes how he and his son drifted apart and are no longer speaking. One of her biggest fears, as is mine, is the family drifting apart...

I had a convenient case of allergies. That scene, I hate to admit, kind of hit home.

 

Annoying: being in chat, repeatedly stating that I'm male, and getting called female.

 

Start reporting people. There is no reason to call you female other than to hurt or antagonize. There are zero indicators of gender in Chat aside from your statements, so it's not a mistake.

 

They evidently looked up my profile.

 

Still not excusable. It's pretty clear where it says male, and you repeated it. Sounds like trans bigotry.

 

I'm thinking that I should go take a bubble bath (don't judge), instead of being on this website and listening to the LGBT comedy channel. Btw, I'm addicted to LGBT comedy and I don't think I can go back to straight comedy.

 

*points out the obvious* Looksie new thread

 

What a bunch of asswipes. That's just...wow.

 

After a 3 hours nap, I feel a lot better. I wonder if all my stress problems can be solved by just stopping, and taking a nap :lol:

 

Come on down! You're the next contestant on The Price is Right!

 

I'm completely exhausted, and I still have a lot of work to do tonight. Ugh.

 

I'm feeling sleepy. Going to bed soon...not until I beat my highscore on pacman.