What Are You Thinking?

I just realized how open I can be on this forum about... well about pretty much everything. After a month it already feels like I've been here forever. So big thanks to everyone here for being around and making this place as great as it is.

 

Blahhhhhh. After not eating for 10 hours (and doing manual labor), that sausage was awesome...

 

Ugh, I hate when I disagree with my parents about something I did (or didn't do) yet I feel badly about it anyway! I hate feeling guilty for something I didn't even realize I was doing, and that didn't seem completely wrong to me! Looking back on it now, yes I could have done things differently, but it just really didn't occur to me, and now both of them are disappointed in me, saying "we thought we raised him better than that." So now I feel like I'm really not as grown up as I though I was, but I also feel as though I could have been more explicitly grateful, though I was appreciative

 

Hmmm, almost time for this thread to be locked down soon.


The new job prospect has me exciteddddddddddddddddddd!

 

Holy monkeys! And I'm not gonna be on here to see it am I...
It's like sleeping through New Years...

But I have to get up un about 5 hours, yet I'm still on here. Drinking Coffee. Hrm.

 

Ugh, this term paper is really stressing me out. Just want to do the topic justice..really wish I had another 3 months on it so as to feel better about it...


Oh, and I wonder if my insomnia will drag me far enough into the night to see this thread close up

 

My mind has been blown tonight. I was about to go to bed but holy cow. Well played, Andrew Hussie, well played.

 

Perfect weather today for some ultimate frisbee. Let's go!

 

mother finally leaves me alone... TIME TO PROCRASTINATE!

 

I had a dream that my best friend was being very rude and saying extremely vulgar things, and I wrote his name in a Death Note. :lol:

 

Why did I move back to hick town USA? Fuck that was stupid.

 

Why has God given everyone the power to crack their knuckles except ME?? I just look like an idiot, flailing my hand around.

 

I had to give my Intensive Probation and Supervision presentation today, and when I showed the class the K2 drug tests I took from the office, they freaked out. I heard someone in the back row gasp and most of the soccer team were giving each other these really scared looks and I wanted to be like, "Am I the only one in the class not on drugs?" Because a ton of stoners sit in front of me in that class and they reek of weed all the time. They literally reacted like they just saw someone get stabbed. It was kinda funny. I should have tested one of them with it.

Plus, my sister told me today, we're on speaking terms again apparently, that her and her fiance are officially going to try to have a baby now. So I'm going to be an uncle soon. ^_^\\

EDIT: There was an article in the school paper a few weeks ago stating that K2 tests don't exist, and then a ton of people were giving their personal experiences with the drug, IN THE PAPER. They're idiots. K2 is a big problem here. Just for context on that...

 

I spent all day yesterday working on my resume. So depressing.

I ought to mail it out with a pair of sunglasses to protect any potential employers from going snow-blind...

 

The sky cleared up, and the sun's out. Time to go out and enjoy the beautiful weather!

...but where are my earphones?

 

Today has been so depressing...I've been trying to get my much needed sleep, but have been interrupted three times today just as I was about to fall asleep...and now I have to go pick up my sister in about 15 minutes. Then I have to do some shopping for my mother afterwards...then I have to call my aunt about that job thingy...So no sleep for me. x_x

Also, if one more person talks to me today about guys/girls they're interested in...I'm going to murder someone.

 

9995th post!

edit 9997th!
edit2...what..its back to 9995?!

 

I've been vegetarian for 2 months now and I'm not missing meat at all, even though I thought I would. I've realized that I just don't care about eating it enough for it to be worth the guilt of an animal dying. I was watching a friend of mine eat a burger today and I actually started to feel a bit ill.

Then I saw this and felt physically ill.

 

I think I'm getting addicted to a children's card game again. ;-;

 

I'm thinking about how I'm the 9999th post
And how I'm confused and I hate everything right now.