What Are You Thinking?

I love waking up all content and friendly-like. If I did this more often I could probably conquer the world.

Edit: Never mind. I spoke too soon. :dry:

Well, at least for 20 minutes before I got out of bed it was a good day. Eh. I'll take what I can get...

 

I WAS HERE /\

 

I'd love to try acting, but I'm going to school again soon so I couldn't do that too heavily then. But once I get out, I really wanna try doing some more gigs. Also, I have a dream school I'd love to go to, and I feel like even if they don't give me a full ride I'll do everything it takes to make the difference. I don't wanna have to get loans, but there are tons of scholarship opportunities and so I'd wanna try and get that.

 

I'm going on a diet.

 

It's really cold in the room I'm in. Why is it so darn cold? I don't even get cold that easily and I'm having trouble typing because my fingers are so cold...

 

There's a picture floating around Tumblr that shows a form with "Chinese" categorized as a sexual orientation. I wasn't aware that I had to come out as Chinese, but given all the times I had to correct people who asked if I were Japanese or Korean, I'm already out of the closet on this one.

Assuming that I can only check one box, which one would I check--"Chinese" or "Gay woman/lesbian"? Dilemma!

 

I need a cigarette.

 

This is completely stuck in my head

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I am NOT going on a diet. I am going to attempt to eat healthier, exersize more, and try and remember to track calories.

 

Sister's friend: "Dude pulls up next to me with his windows down and his gangsta rap thumpin'. I one-upped him by blasting "The Muppets" soundtrack. Wocka wocka, motherfucker."

:roflmao:

 

What's the only thing that can beat the intensity of sudden-death overtime in hockey, you say? How about watching two hockey overtimes at once? Yay for online streaming






...Oh and I really need to stop procrastinating XD

 

I'm being so stupidly lame tonight. The whole gang is out skroddling, being party monsters, and I'm here at home working on my dumb paper for English. It feels so weird to think about my love partying and stuff without me. I feel naked. We're sidekicks and this is just not acceptable.

My 21st birthday is exactly six weeks away though and it's going to be so epic. We're having a field party that Friday night, waking up Saturday and hitting some music festival that's going on all weekend. Super fun times ahead, that's what I have to keep telling myself. But then after that I think I officially have to retire my party monster phase. I'm a young professional now. Being a grown up sucks, but if I ran into an offender or something at a party, or at a bar, I don't even want to think about what would happen. x_x

 

Just hosted my birthday party, I'm doubting between cleaning my room or going to sleep... But it's almost 5am so I think I'll go for the second option

 

^THIS. So much this.

 

Whyyyyyy? :icon_sad:

 

what if the frequent fevers, the tired feeling, and total loss of appetite/ ravenous hunger is part of some strange illness or disease I have?

can't say I blame the universe lol, im kind of a dick HAHAAHAHA

Love you all :3

 

i'm still creeped out about how i zoned out during my last hour of work. it reminds me of the time i got high when i smoked weed last may in my backyard. i was gone. at work, i had to get me a couple of glasses of water in order to make sure i didn't get to the point where i started freaking out. i could have swore i was about to experience a psychosis. my body got cold.

 

Ugh, why do my eyes feel so puffy and swollen?

 

And this is why I'm pessimistic. Because I'm right.