What Are You Thinking?

I saw that on the news. Be safe!

My thought: Talked to the surgeon today. Have to miss another week of work. Shit!

 

I just took a personality test through this resource network the guidance office at my school runs. It was RIDICULOUSLY accurate...

 

Geoffrey, you're amazing. (*hug*)

Also thinking:

I don't start work till February 1. That means I won't have to worry about it till after Disney! (!)

 

I'm thinking that life really sucks and I wish I could just be happy again. I haven't been this depressed for a long time.

 

I feel like deaaaaath.

 

Apparently my mom's noticed how miserable I've been for the past two months. That's interesting. I didn't think she had a clue.

 

I guess this is what it feels like when you've bottled up everything and it all just wants to escape in any way possible. I don't know if I can cry and scream at the same time.

 

My god.
I need to either kill my router or myself, something's gotta be destroyed tonight.

 

Fuck yeah, just got my semester 1 results, got B's in the 2 subjects I was worried about failing, and a 3.37 overall GPA (which is an improvement from undergrad, and a 2:1 overall).

 

moms always know. everything. you will never realize how much they know.

for example, i went home one weekend to do laundry while my parents were out of town. my mom texted me while i was loading the drier to lock the doors or something when i finished doing laundry.

 

"this is our last chance, give me your hands, cause our world is spinning at the speed of light, the night is fading, heart is racing, now-just come and love me like we're going to die"

<3 you Ke$ha... (for this song mainly)

 

I am very tired. I may actually get to bed before midnight tonight for the first time in months.

 

Wondering if mom's seen the recent phone bill... Can't think of any other reason for her coming up with a new rule that I have to leave my cell downstairs at night. =/

(at least she hasn't found the house phone under my bed yet!)

 

biassseeed!!

they either kinda know, or have no clue. :dry:

 

There is too much world to experience it all .

 

i love her fahherr sherrr

 

I feel heavily stressed right now. I really need to stop being so reckless and irresponsible with school. I don't seem to ever learn from this mistake. I would think that failing my quiz would have been a reality check, but no. Goddamn it. I really need to change my behavior soon. This really is unacceptable for me.

 

Well it became official today. My teacher dropped me. I believe this may be a blessing in disguise. I've been wanting to leave high school for a long time now. I have a plan too.