Went on a date with a girl I met on bumble just a few days ago, we went to see a movie and then hung out at taco bell just chatting for like an hour. I drove away feeling confused though, this girl has quite a few things in common with me, she likes to joke around and loves memes and doesn't get offended when I make bad jokes or say something awkward around her, It kind of feels like I'm talking to the female version of my best friend. I thought It would be perfect for me but I didn't get any of the butterflies or warm fuzzy feelings that you get when your attracted to someone. I don't want to be shallow but she's got like a bbw type of body and she's as tall as I am 5 foot 11, It kind of makes me uncomfortable which makes me feel bad because she's so nice and I don't want to reject her just because she's big and tall but I don't feel any attraction to her (which is worse considering I like bbw porn sometimes and I'm fat af too like 260 lbs). Maybe I'll learn to be attracted to her sometime? We're going on another date sometime next week and I'm looking forward to it but I'm still unsure what I should be feeling for her. We also live 50+ miles from each other so It makes it hard to plan dates and meet up so I'm not sure if it's worth it in the long run I just feel like a horrible person no matter which decision I consider at this point. I hope it gets better with this upcoming date but I just don't know what I am doing with this, I legit hate myself for putting myself in this situation though!