(##Detailed-ish##) I'm 15 (16 on March 15th) and since the age of 8-10(I'm unsure) I've been manually stimulating myself, although it has been from lying on my stomach and rubbing the palm of my hand on my penis. Whenever i try to masturbate the 'traditional' way I can last for hours but don't ejaculate. Its stressing me out and I would really like to 'learn' how to masturbate the traditional way as this is extremely embarrassing. I'm still a virgin so i'm not sure if i can ejaculate with that. The only reason I'am a virgin is because I'm too embarrassed to face it if i cant ejaculate, which i know sounds crazy but it is a real worry for me.Obviously I googled this and spent around 1-2 hours reading it, and none have answer. I've read that it is called delayed ejaculation, All of this started before me experimenting with drugs, so it cant be that. I really dread the idea of spending the rest of my life using this 'method', as it makes me feel like a freak of sorts. Any suggestions would be extremely appreciated, and i know my subject is extremely silly compared to some others that i have seen on here.