I posted about a situation two days ago about a guy I was really growing to like cutting me off because of distance. So I've been dealing with the whole ordeal for two days now (I know, not even that long), and I find myself desperate for some sort of interaction with a guy. I was honestly just so excited to finally meet this guy and potentially grow closer that my heart has really just dropped. I've never experienced anything like this, and I've never had a boyfriend, or done anything sexual with a guy before. In my desperate state that I still consider to be in, I have resorted to going back to apps, which is where I met the guy I was talking to. And well, a guy at my school has gotten into contact with me via one of the apps, and I think he's pretty cute, and he's certainly interested in me. He kind of asked me on a date for some time next week, Tuesday or Wednesday, and I accepted. What I'm worried about is that I really would like to go on this date, but I'm afraid I may treat him unfairly. I'm not over this other guy, and I'm not sure when I will be, but I still think about him almost all day. In other words, I still am viewing him as my ideal guy only because that's how it was for about three weeks, and it only grew stronger day by day, and since he cut me off without warning, I'm still just in shock and so much pain. I really really do want to get over him, and I feel like meeting other guys would allow me to do this, but I'm also afraid I won't be in the right mindset. To be very honest, I'm looking more to experiment. The guy I was talking to told me that along with distance being a problem, I need to experiment to become more comfortable with myself. And I agree, I do think I should experiment and not save it for a relationship. I'm not sure what this new guy has in mind for our date, but he has contacted me before which seemed to be more for a hookup. This new conversation we had though was nothing like the last one, and rather than asking me to come over for fun, he asked me out on a date just to meet. I want to be honest with him, but I also don't want to scare him away. In addition, I'm afraid that I'll subconsciously compare him to the other guy because I'm still not over him. So yeah, I really do want to go on this date and get over the old guy, but I don't know if it's the best idea. If the date goes well, should I tell him everything and that I want to experiment? What I want most is to get over this guy; it's hurting me in almost every aspect and I hate it, I've never felt this terrible.