So I guess you could say I'm in the process of coming out, a good amount of my friends know but not everyone, and I don't really feel like advertising it or going back to people I've known a while and saying "oh yeah, I'm gay". I'm kind of like "the people who need to know, know...except my family". I suspect they know, well at least my mom, but either of us acknowledging it is going to be a huge thing, because my family is super Anti-LGBT. Because of my career, it's eventually going to have to be publicized, so I run the risk of her finding out some other way, which I know will be worse than me telling her. I know I have to... but I'm not ready, and I don't know if it's that I really am not ready, or I'm just afraid of how I know my mom will handle it so I'm just prolonging it out. I hate this whole coming out thing by the way. It sucks. Fortunately I've had nothing but positive support from those I've told, I just don't think I'm ready for a negative reaction yet.