Is there any other website groups or anythin too talk to people about the confusion of your sexuality besides empty closet?
I would suggest that you find a local support group or center. There is nothing like talking to a real person. If you are going to talk to a therapist or counselor be careful in who you pick as Utah can be a bit homophobic! Find someone who is non directive. A good US based website is “the Trevor project “ if you don’t want to talk to someone directly. Being confused is perfectly normal, not admitting to being confused is most people’s default position. Look after yourself and get as much support as you need, there are others in your situation that will help you.