I just posted something else one here, but something that has also been plaguing me is suicidal thoughts. I often just get this feeling that everything is too much. Everything is spiraling out of control and I can't do anything about it and everything i do is just going to fail and that it would just be easier if I just killed myself. And that is a terrifying thought. I also am just sick of lying around all day doing nothing because I don't have the motivation to do anything. This feeling is even worse now that school is out and I have nothing to distract me. Some days I can't even bother to press the play button on music that I know will help a little bit. Another thing that goes hand and hand with the unmotivation is being tired. Well more like drained. I just am sick of feeling like this. I mean it isn't everyday and I have loving parents and friends, but that just makes me feel guilty about having these thoughts. The worst part is I can't bring myself to tell my parents I'm feeling this way. Thanks for spending time to read this and if you have any advice, I'm all ears.
Hey, I'm sorry you are feeling like this. It sounds as though you are a bit depressed, have you ever seen a therapist?
I need you to get up and organize your room. Clean it up. Take out the trash, reorganize your desk. Then go and get a shower. I hope you do that. I realize you feel demotivated and tired. You should see a therapist. And of course you have EC. I'm around usually, if you feel the need to talk post a message on my wall. I don't bite. Or you could PM a staff member.
