I'm bisexual. I like men, but i always have deeper feelings for women. I'm married to my husband for quite a few years now. We don't live in the same house because of work places, but lives like about an hour from each other and see each other at least once a week. He does not know that I am bi. No babies. Hardly have sex, as I'm not really interested with doing it with him, I guess. I am a closeted one, but I grew up acting boyish so I always get teased about it, which i have denied every time. And sadly, still do. Very few people knows the truth, my one and only ex-girlfriend, who was a close friend that i had fallen in love with before, and her sister. My ex-girlfriend is happily married now to a man and has kids. And we are still close friends. Anyway, my problem is that I am not happy with my husband at all. He is a nice guy, but I am just not in love with him. I feel like a dead person living everyday. We separated a couple of times before, and tried divorcing each other twice. But I got back with him as other people talks to me and say something like it's normal for married people to have arguments, try living together, and have a baby and blah blah blah... So I gave it another chance.. but still no result.. I often actually giving 90% of my attention to a close friend of mine who is a girl who does not have any idea i have a huge feelings for her. But anyway, that's beside the point coz she is straight and is married. So should I stay married with this guy? My family is Catholic, they respect people's opinion about homosexuality, but they are not in favor of the idea.. I don't really know what to do.. Should I just wait and maybe.. just maybe having a baby will really fix it? What do you think?