I'm starting to think that these celebrations are used to torture people more than anything. It's not just this but other days as well. A lot of people spend Xmas and thanksgiving alone for various reasons. I usually never really thought about it before but once you've celebrated it your whole life you really start to wonder why. Of coarse I'm saying I'm single (again) this year. And so I've decided to not even recognize it and celebrate Halloween instead. Call it Halloween 2 or something. I'll figure it out. But I'm just done with Valentine's Day. It's just not meant for me. I really question why I even bother to begin with.